nothing else matters

xmas is over and new yr is on the way.
its kinda scary man,
getting older and older.


had quite alot of fun this few days.
outing with colleagues,
xmas lunch and xmas exchange at office (FUN!)
gfs xmas dinner at crystal jade and then to marina south pier to chill! (xlbs yums!)
jap food movie treats and all.
<3 them all.

but then xmas eve was sucha boring day.
spend both days at home!
how boring can tt be.
no countdown no nth!
but then xmas ends with a good h-t-h talk with my dearest simsim at hillhilltop with lovely alcohol and pretttayeeeee stars stars!
<3 you girl!



i have to start appreciating you.
thanks love!


i want a new yr count down pleaseee.

BUSY DECEMBER!

december is a busy mth for me,
be it at work or non-work time.

msia trip with lovely esther and doreen,
we shopped we chat we eat.
it was awesome!
very fun i should say.
i hope to go there more more and more!
e best is dad gave me all his ringgit and i dont have to pay him back! -x

and then joyce's bdae celebration.
it was crazy.
first time i attend a bdae celebration tt looks like fans club.
super many many ppl and many cam cam and dslr snapping away!
you could see flash light going on and off.
gosh, also a great meetup with everyone especially jenny!


next up is shan's bdae celebration.
dinnerrrr at chinatown and thanks to colleague for acc-ing me to walk to chinatown,
not forgetting bb for coming out to fetch me!
food was great, first time eating those things.
headed to sentosa to chill out.
love walking along the beach and the sea breeze!


and then i went to science centre for the body world!
it was so damn damn great!
not abit disgusting at all but very very interesting and i think tt everyone should at least go see?
haha but i didnt really finish e whole exhibit.
guess am going back thr soon.
but got into an accident after tt,
luckily dad was not angry after tt if not no more car car to drive.
but say byebye to $ again.

bkk trip all finalise!
air tics and hotel all booked!
we got a super great deal!
cheap air tics and good hotel.
love it!
just cant wait man!



coming up!
company d&d at sg flyer,
islerx's xmas celebrations,
meetup with eunice,
on leave for special programs,
xmas celebation at batam hopefully,
wants to end this year with wonderful wonderful events and ppl!

SUDDEN URGE

i now have a sudde urge to cut my stupid hair.
a sudden urge to rebond my stupid hair.
but know what!
all this need money leh!
argh!

just got pay
and im like spending like nobody business.


short week was a great week!
supposedly xmas shopping with fion on thur,
but we ended up shopping for our own things!
haha we had a great day tt day shopping eat and chatting.
thanks lovelove for fetching me home!

and then expo with love on fri.
super lots of car like crazy ppl all go there.
i clever ok!
park at tampines train there.

then then night to st james with my dearest gfs and love~!
had fun because its our first time there!
left early and had supper at clementi.
epratathereisnicenicenicenicenicenicenice!


but then i slack my sat and sun away.
so sad hor.
super bad cramp,
super monday blueeesss tmr.
nghts!

SHORT WEEK!

im here to post because someone is coming to this site to see only e old post.
tsk tsk!
who is tt!
haha.


am so so clumsy this few weeks.
accidentally disfigured my face,
banging into my office tables,
hurt my fingers when i close the car door when i didnt realise my finger is thr,
and e worst is today!
was talking on the phone and i dont knw wtf is wrong with me,
i went to touch the iron w/o realising its burning hot!
i think im crazy.



nevertheless,
i enjoyed myself very much actually.
i took leave last week to spent a fuitful day with lovelove.
now i miss ikea so so much.
and then i had loads and loads of good food!
but e best is spending my whole day at home on sun.
it was halleluya shiok!


and my work is dying down too fast!
time at work is damn damn slowwwwwwwwww.
hope boss boss faster come back with more work for me.
xoxoxoxo.
yes i know im crazy.




and i had fun with dawnboy and xhxcakecake today!
<3

EMO - ING

DEAR DIARY,

finally its friday alr.
but somehow today is a emo-friday for me.

heard alot of news from colleagues,
plus read alot from newspaper.
realise that there are alot of death cases recently.
why isit so?

e news tt hit me hard is the hilton case.
gosh i cant imagine how the bride is feeling now.
it must be super duper terrible.

somehow after reading all those news,
i treasure my life even more.
i wanted to enjoy myself even more.
most importantly, to be happy!

i guess everyone should think this way.

nights.

HAPPY 4TH MONTH!

HOHOHO.
happy 4th month working at Acerinox!
and it means that probation is officially over!
now lets hope that increment will be big.


its time to slim down a little,
like what my colleague Fion says,
chinese new year is coming!
thou its like another 3 months.
but hey i could use this 3 months to slim down,
so i could eat more during chinese new year?
and i dont knw why my twins twins colleague like to make fun of me being fat.
rahhh!




i ate super alot on sun man!
in just 1 hr,
we ate turtle soup with rice, shark meat, mango and longan, ice cream and then laksa!
so much for saying that i want to slim down.
but then who can resist good food right!
and somemore its all high in collagen!


work is getting a little dull
and lesser OTs!
i like like!
and i wanna have fun fun fun!
pretty pretty leeyun, xiaohui and huini, bring me to genting ok!
hoho.


i should feel happier every morning!
nights!

HEART WRENCHING

i have a weird feeling just now.
i dont know why my heart aches to see that uncle standing there selling tissue.
cant imagine if grandma and grandpa is thr instead.

maybe d was right.
how long and how much can i help?


rahhhhhhhhhhhh!
and im like working long long hours last fri!
its like 2 days working hours in just one day!
im like a zombie in e office.
worst thing is i did alot of mistake.
like 越帮越忙。
soso sorry!



i miss my girls so much.
have not been hanging out with them recently.
meet up soon! <3

DEAR DIARY...

30 OCT 09 RAINY

dear diary,

now is already 1030pm and im still at work,
struggling to hit target that boss set for us.
im so tired tired and tired.
but today is friday!
am supposed to be out shopping or k-singing with peeps.
am so sad sad and sad!

i need some shopping to destress!!!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!


today is a black black friday.
):

life's up and down

experiencing the up and down of life.
may it turn out well!

bdae partaye,
prawning,
shopping,
working!

last week was a super short week for me,
with wonderful food at the line.
am craving for good food this few days.
no wonder i put on so much weight.
kinda sad to hear ppl say tt im getting fatter.

am going bkk with xh and winnie next yr!
hopefully ly can join us!
just cant wait!
need a break!


pay is here and then its gone!
whyahwhy!

monday blues,
tuesday green green.
dread of going work.

nights.

D R E A D

life is so not right this week.
i feel even more tired as the week past.


on a side note,
i was a teeny winny happy tt day.
and crapping with colleagus during work simply makes me feel more energetic.


but oh no,
i dread work.
phobia? or do i feel disgusted?




past is alr e past,
isnt it?
look forward jocelyn.

time flies~!

time fly so fast man!!
my 2 days leave is over.

this year birthday is so so happy and surprising!
love love my girls, colleagues, family and bebe! <3

first surprise with xh, eunice and sweets in my room with a cake,
then colleagues celebrating advance birthday with mooncake and end up with a real cake.
my girls with a cake at thai restaurant,
dad waiting for me to get back home just to give me angbao,
and lastly bebe surprising me with a cake at 12!
i love them loads!

outing with eunice and sweetie was a blast!
spent super loads and e back seat of my car was full of shopping bags.
thanks my girls!


and then i went on a 3 days genting trip with xh and co.
was so so so much fun with them!
i wanna stay there so much man.
more to come ok!


back to sg,
back to reality.
stress stress and stress!!

rahhhhh!

am always tired!

e more i work e more tired i get.
e more tired i get, e more cui i get.
e more cui i get, e older i become!
random.

idontfeellikecelebratingatall. ):
ihavenoideawhrtogowhattodo. ):


on a side note,
sweets will be back tonight!
just cant wait!


and then gentibg trip with lovely xh sweets and co. next week.
i just cant wait to escape from e office full of workload!


ciaos!

<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM XIAO HUI!!

LOVES LOVES HUGS HUGS <3 <3 !!

M-I-S-S-E-S ~

im so gonna miss sweets so much man.
nobody acc me go work in e morning!
will feel so empty w/o her.
come back soon!
take care and have a safe trip alright!
see you next week love!
<3






i have so many overdue pics to post.
girls outing, bestie outing, clubbing and boyboy's vid.
im sucha lazy bum!!

nights world!

失望

we were once so good,
but now,
im so disappointed in you.


hard to trust you,
hard to face you.







it actually hurts a little to know e truth.

You were my friend and I had e best
times of my life with you.
But these days, all this, all e stars you reached for, all the
things you ached for, you've got them and you don't even know it.
And all your fulfilled dreams have made you do, is try and rip
each other to pieces.
Your hopes dipped in bitterness.
That's why I hate it.

- pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

11-09-09 !

today is 11-09-09,
and e moment i woke up,
this song came to my mind!

"somebody call 911,
shawty fire burning on the dance floor
whoa~ "


and i miss clubbing all of a sudden.
oops.



im dead beat dead beat dead beat!
have been ot-ing for since last week!
cab fare claim so much i also ps.
i wanna go back early!
hopefully next week not much things to do.
sigh.



i wanna rest alr!
blog again when im not tired!
(:

P-A-R-T-A-Y-E !

ytd is 09-09-09.
its sucha nice day,
you know why,
its ladies / clubbing night at GU YOU LONG (butter fac) !
its fun its nice because of the ppl you are with!
shake shake shake shake shake!


but i was dead beat today because i only managed to sleep 3 hrs before going to work.
walking zombie!

hohoho.
update again with pics!
pics already uploaded in fb!



and outing with my lovely gf tt day was great.
meet up soon again!
<3

I WISH.

i wish means : wouldnt it be nice if ......

if you always make e right decision,
e safe decision,
e one most ppl make,
you will be e same as everyone else.

so, always wish tt life was different.

SPELL G-R-U-E-S-O-M-E!

you know,
i went to watch final destination with sweets and sw just now.
omgosh, its damn damn gruesome ok.
felt like vomitting and so so wanted to walk out of the theatre.

but here i have another video i promised to post.
to me its not gruesome lah, but i felt so heart wrenching looking at it.
but d says im sick (变态） because i dont find it gruesome watching all this.
no im not! because i felt so gruesome watching final destination!
tts e point of this post.

watch it at your own risk.
if you are scared of blood,
better dont watch.

TP cut into half after accident:
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=832_1250780068

and this is e article after e accident :
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=f5f_1187419884


now i so so fear of losing my live.


more vid to come!
nights!
beauty sleep and meeting eunice tmr!
(:

SPELL L-A-Z-Y !

lazy is getting all over me.
whenever i feel like blogging,
i became so lazy i close e window.


i wanna go on a getaway!
pretty pretty hope tt my leave will be approved.
and now im spending money like nobody business.
sometimes i think that i very orbi quack.
spend so much to relieve stress,
den at mth end became financially stress.
so dumb right!
and im spending more than what i earn.
ppl work so that their savings can increase,
but i got no idea why my savings is decreasing.
wtf.
lidat i will nvr be able to save up for bkk trip.
and ibanking and blogshop is e worst creation of all!


and then,
tt day i dont knw why i felt lonely and left out,
but when i went bloghopping at my gf's blog,
i saw my name on their post,
and i was so damn touched.
i missed them so much tt i couldnt slp.
isit me tt is not making an effort to spend more time with them?
]:


and now im so so touched tt xh and co. waited for me to apply leave for genting trip!
<3
2 days pay will be gone but nth is more impt than spending time with them!
money can always earn back right?


attended adam khoo's seminar and it set me thinking, real hard.
i really dont knw what i wanted 10 yrs down e road.
any suggestion or advice for me?


and my day is so wonderful with sweet little notes!



and nw i love to tell ppl news i read and heard!
poor sweets have to listen to all these everyday when going to work with me!
>.<
most of them gruesome news.


ok i want to post e gruesome accident i saw on forum tt day.
but i cant find e link!
will post another day when i found it den.
hoho nights!

no money no time.

i so wanna blog but i got no time.
24 hrs a day is not enough for me!
and e fact tt it is now 1am and i just got home from work makes me feel like sleeping now.
i got not enough time!

and then i just got my pay and now i got no money!
curse tt phone stealer,
rahhhhhhhh!
but i should learn to love my new phone more so tt it will be easier to use.


i wanna go shopping!
but no shopping for me this mth!
):


i wanna slp,
blog next time with interesting things tt i wanted to post long ago.
promise.

sway day!

this post is supposedly to be a happy one,
but now its not.


I LOST MY PHONE!!
RAHHHH.
kena pick pocket at bugis when shopping with sweets.
not my fault lo.
i got no idea how e person steal.
and, thru this i met 2 new friends whose phone also got stolen by e same person.
thanks sweets so much for helping me and acc me throughout!
LOVES!

sway day!
morning 眼皮跳,
lunch time discuss with colleague bout being rob,
noon discuss with sweets bout changing phone,
and now, i really need to change one.


now im not sad over my phone alr.
but over you.
im so sad, angry and disappointed in you.
e way you talk to me, hang up e phone.
wtf, dont be sucha bias!
you make me feel so unwanted,
like im nothing to you!
my heart ache so much.
)):



and im so gonna be so free like e past few days in work till 26th.
nth to do man.
i walk ard e office aimlessly,
surf a little website and online shopping.
went storeroom to look at e view,
and its awesome man.
now den i know my office can see e fireworks.
i feel tt its sucha waste of time when there's nth to do.


i need a phone badly now,
any idea which phone to buy?
byebye $ again.




and ppl,
give me your number ok.
probably after mon?
or thru msn so i can note down.
not sure when will go collect sim card.
tyvm!

hola

e feeling of falling sick is so so terrible.
mc for 4 days,
and i still went back to work,
making it even worse.
now i have to stay at home and cant go anywhere.
hope i can recover soon.


i've so so overspent for this mth.
now i hope e next pay will come soon.


headache headache,
im going to slp alr,
despite just waking up from a 17hrs of slp.
bye!


--------------------------------------------------

有三只熊, 住在屋里.
熊爸爸, 熊妈妈, 熊宝宝.
熊爸爸胖胖的.
熊妈妈很苗条.
熊宝宝非常可爱的.

Hey all!
Have you guys ever watch the reality show "The Biggest Loser"?
Have you ever look at me and start cursing at me for being so skinny?
Have you thought of having the perfect model's body?
Have you thought about losing weight and earning cash at the same time?
Well, here's your chance!

Welcome to the 8th season of "Biggest Fats Loser Wins CASH!!" commencing 29th July 2009,
which is now by the way.
Simply log on to www.wlcsg.com/em (or click here!) to find out more about the competition.
Kindly contact Esther at 97936376 or Emilie at 91005115 for more information.
Registration ends on Wednesday, 5th August 2009.





Do support!
and im not skinny. haha.

29 July.

happy 2nd! (:





p/s boss's son is damn cute!

terrible week

this week is such a terrible week for me.
Have been sick for one week.
Cough and flu symptoms is making me so worried.
Im so gonna cough out my lungs.
Colleague says im gonna be a god soon.

Work is hectic for the first few days and quite relax for the next.

my day is so so not good on tue.
Alot of work, mistakes and cab uncle bringing me one round to cte.
Met up with e girls for mic ai bdae celebration.
Had nice jap food and cake.
But veery sad cant eat muchh.
However i felt better after meeting with them.
Hope she enjoyed e dinner. (:

And im soso happy!
I finally found e heels tt i love.
E heart shape heels.
Have been looking into e shop whenever im walking to work and finally i saw it sitting in e shop waiting for me to get them.


im so tired.
Med is making me soso drowsy.

And pay day is here!
Lalala.

...

a quick post b4 i slp.

life has been revolving ard work work and more work.
but thank god this few days not much OTs, if not im so gonna die.


flea market at marina barrage was alright but a little waste of time.
managed to sell some but end up i spend more than i earned.
well done man.


and ever since i started working,
im spending more and more!
just cant stand it sias.
nvr buy things hand like itchy.


and last weekend,
i so enjoyed myself so much.
daiso to buy some stuffs for my desk in office, astons and ice age.


office is uber cold today.
im not exeragerating, its really cold.
imagine how cold is it when i wore 2 cardigans,
and my hot tea can turn cold in just 5 mins.
company too much money and not environmental friendly at all.


i am so no life.
sigh.

...

so busy, so tired.
24 hrs a day is so so not enough.
im so tired and tmr is so gonna be a long day at work.
big boss i so so sigh.

needa slp alr.
will post when im free.

and ice age is love! <3

exhausted

im so lethargic tt i hope tmr is a no-work-day.
sigh.
i have been working OTs for 3 consecutive days.
and cab fare for 3 days is so so ex!
heng its company's money.
but im damn stupid today!
i forgotten to take receipt.
like wth sias!!!!!!!!!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

you are ; you are not

are you one too?
prove me wrong.


struggling to stay awake and alive.

im fugly tired.
damn damn tired.
OTs and more OTs to come this week.
sigh.
too busy till i dont even have time to visit e toilet, have lunch & dinner nor twitter on my phone.
rahhhhhhhhh!
no OT pay, but free cab back!
i rather take a cab then mrt home after a long day.

gtg slp alr.
nights world.


xie xie ni for e subway!


p/s: humans are so scary.
so fake. like you. tsk tsk.

fear

i have a sudden fear,
a fear tt no words can describe.


im tired.
remember to come down to marina barrage later on.
flea flea market.

new life

today marks a new beginning of my new life,
a working life.
gosh,
i just cant believe im entering e society and adulthood.
e everyday 9 to 6 life.

anw,
today is my first day at work.
not bad thou im so tired when my boss was teaching me everything.
and i have very handsome spanish boss and colleagues!
>.<
fyi, its a spanish company therefore im interacting with spanish!
haha maybe i will be able to speak spanish after working thr.


but i just hate e morning train ride.
damn long and tiring to stand all e way.
after squeezing in train,
still have to queue and squeeze into e lift.
luckily i got very nice colleagues.
just hope tt i can do well during this probation period,
and then there's pay increment!!!
just cant wait.


and im so gonna enjoy my weekends.

GIRLS!
there's a fleamarket at marina barrage on sun from 11 to 7!
do come yea!
i have a stall there.
(:


thank you bb. xoxo

nervous

tmr will be my first day of work.
wish me lucks man.
gosh.

to be or not to be.

i just got myself a job,
with high pay and good environment,
but im happy not.


super duper ultra mixed feelings.

long long post!

will compensate this post with what i have been doing this week!


Eunice's 20th partaye at St James Mono.

girlfriend's 20th bdae!
headed to st james mono w d.
thannks for driving me thr!
but some how we went alot of 冤枉路.
but nevertheless, i enjoyed tt night.
and hope my girl enjoy her day too!

my prettaye girlfriend, since pri sch. <3>

group photo of the night!

Kai Jie's 8th bdae celebration.

drove to bro's hse for KaiJie's bdae celebration.

i just love e little kids thr!

and gan ma told me another 2 are coming e way!

hoho.

vroom vroom!happy bdae kaijie! and he loves to 斗鸡眼.

happy family!

another 2 missing.

Interview + Outing with sweeties!

headed to interview at an agency with sweeties.

then we had ajisen for lunch!

yummy!

we started our shopping spree after tt.

haha.

yes, we cam-whored in e changing room.

i know it looks abit bimbo.

haha but nvm, i like!

headed to watch Ghost of Girlfriend's Past at cwp.

uber nice show! thumbs up!

my yummy crayfish ramen!

great day out!

Singapore Flyer with d.

was e last day of e student deal promo.

but heard tt it was extended?

haha.

anw, headed thr in e night after dinner.

im such a suagu sias.

first time on e flyer.

and e scenery was awesome and breathtaking!

love it so much!

thanks d! (:

headed to fetch sweeties at bedok and headed to 85 for supper.

i was so determined not to eat,

but end up i ate e most!

so so sinful.

sigh.

tt's me!

Outing with sweets

hmms we forgotten to take photos on tt day.
haha we went crazy shopping at town.
and damn, i overspent!
but i soso love my loots!
my lovely bag and d.i.y. crystals!

and then met up with her again ytd to chinatown after my work at d's sis's company.
headed to traceyeinny's sale and got myself 2 tops!
haha i sort of overspent also.
in sucha 没药救.
no job still keep going shopping.
but still i enjoyed both day out with her,
crapping and all!
meet up soon sweets!

and see how smooth my face is in e photos!
haha not photoshop one leh.
thanks to my ultra good camera mummy bought for us!
Cannon w make up mode.
my new love.

and i just bling-ed my phone, webcam and hp strap.
i so so love it!

update again soon!
(:

happy ; sad

happy papa day!
love you my dearest dad!
<3


i spend my whole day smiling and playing ard happily,
but i end my day in tears.



life is soosoooo unpredictable.
even thou he is not related to me,
but it hurts me alot to hear e story.
i can uds how your parents are feeling now.
do rest in peace and look over your family members.


i fear,
i tear,
i treasure life.

...

happy sweet 20th bdae to bestie eunice!
and also to my license. hohoho!
im a happy girl!


st james later on.
theme: dress w hair clips!
cant wait for my pretty's bdae partaye!
(:

update again.

fun!

guess who!

^5!

zhen zi!

i didnt know my new desktop webcam is so so so cool!
pardon me for being such a noobie,
nvr come across this kind of cameras.
had so much fun playing and laughing with sis.
haha!

and sweeties came to help me do 3D manicure tt day!

nice nice nice, ultra nice!

thank you babe!

gossip, chat and help her to redo her blogskin.

at night drove to have kfc for dinner and home sweet home.

and this few nights im suffering from insomnia.

must be e jobs hunting thingy haunting me at night.

make me wake up in e middle of e night to apply for jobs. =.=
after sweets encouragement, i feel happier now.

thank you sweets!

jiayou for your work k!

meet up soon!!!

and tml is 20th!

firstly, is my bestie eunice's 20th birthday!!!!

secondly, bro's siloso hotbods final is tml and hope tt he wins!

and lastly, tml is my license 1st birthday!

chenpapa just couldnt wait for this day to take down e P plate.

haha~!

but e prob now is,

which one should i go?

to bestie's bdae celebration or sentosa to support bro?!?!?!

fan ahhhhhh!

and soon im gonna go out for spinning trip and supper treats with some of e guys!

im so gonna enjoy myself b4 i found a job!

and follow me on twitters!

sign up for twitters on my mobile phone.

hoho, hopes it doesnt cost me much.

(:

me, myself, useless.

i started to have the feeling of being so useless,
am i not hardworking enough,
or simply because im not up to e standard?



easier said than done,
really, no joke.

ANGRY!

a bunch of useless ppl!!!!
disgrace to singapore!!!!!!!!!

Pissed!

so so pissed!
i ruined my previous blogskin while trying to edit it,
therefore have to cre8 a new one.
but well, you can still read it at http://www.jocelynkare.blogspot.com/ if you want.
haha.
im quite satisfied with this new one,
thou its like e same as e previous one.
but can someone teach me how to put background in this new template pls!


and im so so damn tired!
its 1.30am now and i should be slping!


last fri gucci drove me sis and mummy to IT fair.
mummy was so so nice, she bought us a new desktop!
and e LCD screen is superb big!
new loves!
cost mummy sucha bomb when she cant pay using installments and have to pay all at one go.
but well, thank you mummy!
[well, not tt we wanna buy, just tt our desktop abandon us ): ]


anw mon's interview at ntuc was such a hais.
if i prepared enough, i might be able to ans their questions.
but well hope they will call me back bahs.
and thank you gucci for driving me back and forth!
appreciated!!!! (:


and today i woke up early to meet winnie for lunch.
ate, chat, gossip and cam-whoring!
haha i guess she fell in love with my cam cam.
nice right sweetie. lolol.
and she's coming my hse for manicure therapy in 8hrs time.
so, tadah!
i have to go slp alr.


nights ppl!



p.s. miss you sweets,
meet up soon!


p.s.s. bon voyage wq!
see you when you are back!


p.s.s.s and and sat is a ultra good good day!
(:

congrats!

i detest ppl who are not filial.
how can they treat someone who brought them to this earth so badly?
dont you feel e heart ache when you do tt?
dont you know whats e importance of your close ones, especially your parents?
wtf, i hope one day you will suffer e same feeling as her.
it hurts me so much to see her this way.

母女/子没有各夜仇...
remember, what comes ard goes ard.
dont wait till e day you needed them by your side,
and they are not there.
regret? too late.
treasure.

没有父母是不爱自己的儿女,只有儿女选择抛开父母的爱.
think through.

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ah ma and jiangyue are here to stay.
chenpapa went to fetch her here.
it sometimes hurts me to see her sitting there staring into space,
washing clothes in the toilet when she cant even squat down,
worrying for them when i dont think they are even worrying bout her,
doing this and doing that for us.
i know it hurts her even more when they treated her tt way.
just hope e days she is here with us,
they will think through thoroughly.


long long time since i post.
and i have not got a job yet!
so bored sias.
have been sending job applications everyday,
and only a few called back!
and i rejected those.
cus e job i applied,
they offer me another one tt i dont want. ):


last sun work was so so tiring!
thou most of e time we were just sitting thr mending e booth.
however it was quite fun.
just tt my temper/attitude got a little carried away.
sorry 傻傻的imouto!
but mummy was very nice to cook dinner for us when she knew tt we haven had dinner.
thank you mummy!


nice group outing with peeps at astons last week.
was niceeee one.
and tml nelson and peeps gonna enlist le.
haha see you all soon, botak!



and congrats sy and d for passing TP!!
(: