last few days was a torture for me.
till now I have not recover from the shock.
I could nt accept thr fact tt gonggong is gone.
am nv able to see him again.

thou he always kpkb at his childrens and grandchildren,
but he was actually v nice.
he collected alot of things in his file and wallet which included the receipt my uncle bought him a motorbike 11 years ago.
he even wrote on a pc of paper the date and time all his 9childrens are born.
why must we only realize e gd points of him when he is gone?

I miss him, really.
I really hope gonggong and shushu are nw in a better world.

found a cut-out article in gonggong's wallet :
不孝顺父母，敬神也没用。
how true.

cherish ppl ard u.
look at their gd points instead of their bad points.
don't wait till u lose them then regret.

i love you ppl.