RAINY DAYS

fml I really hate gg to work on a rainy day.
am so super late for work!
spoils my mood totally.
luckily tdy half day only.
haven reach office and i alr can't wait to go hm!


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All Ready For CNY

hehe am prepared for CNY alr!
thou I'm nt supposed to celebrate but I believe gonggong also want us to enjoy right?

hair cut done, hair dyed, clothes bought, shoes bought, nails done and also cny goodies bought! hehe so happy this yr everything done nicely and also able to help grandma in the preparation of the food!

bought so much things and I can't believe I can resist the temptations to start wearing them.
so proud of myself hehe.



my lovely nails!


hearts and polka dots w 3D ribbon!


french gel overlay w crystals and ribbons!


am loving it! so princessy!


nails done by wgs senior, Gwen!
hehe v talented and experienced! visit her web for her rates and services or book your appt!
www.polish-perfect.blogspot.com
I did mine and sis's pedicure for
only $115!
uber cheap and worth it! <3


with loves,
jocelyn

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CNY ROUND ROUND CORNER!

CNY is just few days away only!
Aren't you excited?

Im quite excited for all those gatherings but at the same time im afraid of facing e reality of not being able to see those that im nv able to see.
Yea, same old thing again and again and again.
But i just cant face the fact.
Pardon me, i need more time. (:

Anw went shopping at bugis w sis-es just now after work!
I felt like im e youngest sis tdy haha.
Everything paid by them! Weeeeeeee
Now my turn to leech them after they leeched me dry.
Feeling shiok haha.
Now our wardrobe is full again!
Mummylove is gg to nag again!!!!!!


hehe went to pay for air tics this morning and im gg on a holiday cum business trip with baby in March!
Suppose to be gg w baby's mum also but it falls on her bdae plus baby's sis is still studying and she fang xin bu xia.
hehe nice mum hur? If its mummylove she wont care all these if she wants to go haha!
I love how carefree mummylove is and also e freedom tt she gave me and sis-es.
Diff way of concerns but i believe all mum-s are the best on earth!
Anw, baby alr tot of our biz name and also came up with alot of advertising and marketing plans!
Hehe lucky to have such a biz-minded bf, i dont have to think of all these. (:
Well, shall keep you all in suspense first!
Now i need to do up a webpage and then learn from aunt at the same time on those shipping details!
Anybody wanna help?


Work is pretty stress up now with two more customers to handle!
Have been stressing myself so much to memorise and adapting to additional workload!
Now i really need to level up my multi-tasking skills.
And i really love colleagues deep deep haha love their jokes and everything!
IF increment is gd this yr, everything will be PERFECT!
now i cant wait for March to come!


On the other hand, i lost 6kgs within 2mths!
Hehe jumping ard im so happy!
BUT, my body is failing on me.
Im getting weaker and weaker, here pain there pain.
Thin ppl cannot be healthy one meh? Why thin natually will fall sick easily?!
DONT LIKE i need to build up my health with more samsui and chicken essence!



Having my nails appt tmr!
hehe haven decide which designs to do yet.
So excited cant wait for tmr!


After doing my nails and threading,
im all ready for CNY! (thou im not suppose to celebrate this yr, but oh well....)
HOW ABOUT YOU?? (:




xoxo,
jocelyn

HAPPY ME!

Happy is me this few days!

i bought my samantha thavasa wallet already!
hehe so happy baby finally agreed to let me buy.
but im gonna be so so broke this month!
hopefully i wont overspend and then i can save more!


Have been visiting grandma and grandpa for 2 days a week consecutively.
Really loves grandma's cooking, got those ai xin taste hehe.
And then seeing grandpa getting better really warms my heart.
I guess grandpa needs our care and concern physically, not mentally.
So, im gg to visit him more often!
Found a doctor for him already, hoping the doctor will reply me fast!


Next up, i should be advancing my career in this company.
Not going to leave at the moment.
Have already promised boss that i will stay.
Well, that means my work load is going to increase tremendously!
Have already took over two more customers to take care of.
Its gonna be a heavy load to me now, having to juggle between three customers,
monitoring their stocks and rental, working with boss, taking over colleague's work,
and then with tuition!
Hopefully i can juggle my time well so that i wont have to do much OT.
Not to mention, boss is still gg to increase more!
Still hoping my increment this year will be equivalent to what im doing now.
If not, do not hesistate to leave for a better one?
Shall see how.
No more mental shock this year plssss.


Am also going to start on another new journey of my life,
which means im gg to be so so busy on weekdays with work and tuition,
and then weekends gonna be so busy with my own business!
Baby is v supportive of what i am gg to do,
and he is going to lend me some capital to start!
hehe well, i will definitely give in my 100% and break even at the shortest period!
But now, i have to plan out well and wait for the cheapest air tic,
if not its not worthy alr.
Still have to consult xiao yi for all the shipping and storage!
Gosh so much things to do and plan!
Hmmmm when will it be done?


And then,
today i went cny shopping with grandma, mummy, two aunts, sis-es, baby and baby's mum at those factories!
hehe i really enjoyed myself and seeing mummy and baby's mum click so well really makes me happy!
Totally like long lost friends and the best is they have the same character and likes!
Not forgetting today is the first day of our family's outing!
Sis suggested to have family's outing once a month and daddylove agreed!
Hehe he brought us for a seafood feast at Happy Kampong Seafood at Sembawang.
Thou the food was not so good compared to previous time and it was quite ex,
but we really really enjoyed ourselves eating and chatting as a family!
Loves my family lots! <3



Tomorrow is an off day for me!
Not gg to waste it so i wanna plan everything well.


Gf is in Phuket now!
hehe enjoy yourself my gf!
take care and come back safely!
xoxo



sat appt for my nails!
still thinking what designs to do.
hmmmm and i wanna learn how to do gel nails!
got so many nails deco at home now i wanna try it out myself!
gonna learn when i have the time!




hehe till then,
xoxo
jocelyn.

hesitation

I wanna fulfill my dreams!
so should I go bkk anot?
sigh but I think my leave will not be approved at all.

30th mar - 2th apr bkk
7th apr - 10th apr KL

gosh how how how!!!!


I just wanna start my own biz yet it seems like alot of things is stopping me.

need some advice plssssss.


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Best School Attended Ever!

Hello everyone!

Today i attended the best school ever!
POH HUAT SECONDARY REALLY ROCKS MY SOCKS!
hehehe, in case you didnt know, its not really a school. Its a uniform party organised by my dearest buddy from poly at his awesome ultra big hse and everyone has to wear their secondary school uniform! Everyone cant believe wgs uniform is sailormoon sia. HAHAHA they have been asking me where did i bought my uniform from. Oh my, i really love wgs uniform so cute ttm! Totally stand out from everyone!

What i love about "Poh Huat Secondary" are those people there, the awesome big house with a garden bigger than my hse, games, food and there is alcohol and the 'school hall' was transformed into dance floor! hehe had so much fun dancing ard with my lovely friends. Although i dont knw all there, but i really enjoyed at the end of it. And i got a really cute stationary set from the gift exchange!


Bro getting richer sia, the last time i went to his hse was like 2 yrs ago and its only 2 storey high. BUT now, its 4 storeys high with lift in his hse for goodness sake! He totally renovated his whole house oh gosh i really hope that im living there sia. I cant imagine the amount of maintenance and electicity his parents have to pay per month. haha but well, tts gonna be my dream too! prolly one day i will stay in those big big hse too!


Anyway, hope there is more partayes organised! Really love this kind of meetup w diff ppl!

be right back soon w more updates!

xoxo

jocelyn.

LIFE'S A FAILURE

My mood recently is like a roller coaster. I can be very happy at this moment, and angry/sad at the next moment. Sometimes i really wonder whats wrong w me. There isnt how i am in the past. Am i starting to take things for granted? Maybe not. And i really hate myself for being a cry baby.


I need to change my lifestlye totally. I need to earn more money, to save more, to invest more. Mummylove might be resigning soon, well i also dont want her to work in such an asshole company w such a 'niao' boss. I hope i can earn more, at least i can give her more 'pocket money' in case daddylove not able to get projects to work on. Sigh this is life. You can be worry-free now, but you will never know few months later you will be full of worries.

Kind of feel v disappointed when i see e pending 'issue'. I dont really get it and i dont understand why too. Is it because of mian zi or fear? And what is the fear actually? I made a step out, but i realised im alone, you are behind me. Keeping mum over this issue, dont wish to talk about it.


Anyway, i really had fun meeting up w my girls just now at waterfromt! Happy birthday dearest da jie da! May your wishes come true for you! xoxo
My girls are really the damn best things on earth. When im feeling low, their laughters and companion can really cheer me up! Whats life without them man! Love you girls!



I have so much so much i wanted to say, but i dont knw who to say to nor do i know how to start. Forget it, shall bury everything in me. I've changed actually, i no longer want to look for someone to pour my sorrows to, i prefer to keep to myself now.



All i need now is attention. Im so tired of giving attention to ppl. Maybe i need a break.

not again

why chu pattern on special days?
seriously if it is on normal days i don't mind but tdy is my off day and it's Friday somemore!

sleep is more impt than my hunger, how great.

mad pathetic to be stuffing myself w Maggie mee.
I hate vista food seriously.

f myself for wanting to spend time w you outside before meeting the girls and party tmr.

and I hate myself for being like this!


tears actually hurts.


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imygg

i miss him so much that i pretend he's still alive.
-quoted from my sis's tweet.


oh gosh,
almost 7 mths have gone.
and i have not come to terms to accept the truth yet.
i really do miss you gong gong.
come visit me in my dreams alright?
cny is coming i do not want to go back msia and not able to see you.
i miss your voice telling us to wash our cutlery before using,
asking us to drink more water, etc.
life is so cruel.
why did god bring the good guys away and yet the baddies are still happily living in this world?
whenever i think of you, i would feel so empty in me.
gong gong, i really hope you are doing fine in the other world w shushu.
come to me, tell me tt, let me know tt you are happy, let me put all this down.
i do not have much photos of you for me to keep.
why didnt i take the initiative to take pics w you when you are ard?
i really regret so much.



life is really really so unpredictable.
i fear so much, seriously.
i dont knw when god will take away another love ones from me.



dear god,
i promise i will be good.
pls let all my love ones be safe and healthy!
put all e punishment on me.



with loves,
jocelyn.

Welcome 2011!

Happy New Year all!
brand new year brand new start!

celebrated my new yr at arena country club w lots of alcohol.
really feels like puking now lur!
although it didn't turn out well, but I still enjoyed myself w baby, baby's family and friends!
I just love this kind of bond.
too bad my daddy and mummy are not into this, if not it will be PERFECT! ):
well I guess almost all pub have this kind of problems?
no big deal actually.

but I drank too much too fast I was super seh can!
just can't believe I still can persuade them not to drive w 4 police cars standing by beside ready to catch them.
hehe well I'm happy at least we are all fine!
what's most impt is all of us are safe, fine and happy!


anw, I'm here wishing you all a good year ahead and may the best shines on you with lots of love, happiness, joy, healthy and wealth!


p.s. so happy I've slimmed down! *jumps ard!*



goodnight all!

update me on how you spend your new yr yea!

love you peeps! xoxo

with loves,
jocelyn.


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