sweetest boyf ever.

I just had my wisdom tooth surgery ytd. it's was just only one tooth and I could not take e pain. I can't imagine those having 4 pluck out at e same time. it's uber torture to me! I can't eat I can't slp I'm in big pain, even e pain killer is not helping me. BUT I was so happy, real happy, when my sweetest boyf appear at my door steps with two packets of jelly for me to eat, knowing tt I could not chew on food. where to find such a nice guy! I keep complaining tt I want him to be sweeter, without realizing tt he is alr v sweet and caring. from now on I'm gg to appreciate and love him more. thank you babylove for showing me with lots of love and care!  p.s. I can't wait for the day I recover and I'm gonna eat lots of food!

How Much I Treasure My Life Now

we both almost lost our lives.
at e instant, I really thought I will die the next moment.
I dont know how to describe e fear in me now.
am still trembling at e thought of it.

could it be 'dirty' things?

maybe gonggong and shushu saved my life.

thank all god tt we are safe now.
I'm gonna treasure my life v much now.

welcome September!

omg time really flies!
it's September alr.
this mth is busy busy mth w so many birthdays and events!
hehe hope it will be a good mth thou.

feeling kind of lost in life,
but baby's mum helped me to find e route I wanted!
gonna try it out and really hope it works!
by then it will be time for me to say byebye to this company!

loving my life right now w family baby and friends ard me.
hope time will stop at this moment.

24 more days to my 21st!
hehe can't wait!

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THANK GOD!

really thank god for letting me feel so blessed.
hard work do pay off welllll!
xoxo everyone.

last few days was a torture for me.
till now I have not recover from the shock.
I could nt accept thr fact tt gonggong is gone.
am nv able to see him again.

thou he always kpkb at his childrens and grandchildren,
but he was actually v nice.
he collected alot of things in his file and wallet which included the receipt my uncle bought him a motorbike 11 years ago.
he even wrote on a pc of paper the date and time all his 9childrens are born.
why must we only realize e gd points of him when he is gone?

I miss him, really.
I really hope gonggong and shushu are nw in a better world.

found a cut-out article in gonggong's wallet :
不孝顺父母，敬神也没用。
how true.

cherish ppl ard u.
look at their gd points instead of their bad points.
don't wait till u lose them then regret.

i love you ppl.

BACK!

imma back to blog!
totally lost interest and becoming sucha lazy bumsssss.

hehe life getting a little interesting!
have new goals in my life.
imma so determined to achieve it!
hoho thanks to bb for telling me so much bout investment and recommending me to read 'rich dad poor dad'.
its really very motivating.
recommending all of you to read it!
i hope i can do it!
you know money roll money roll, rich gets richer!



anw thanks to my sweetest boy for doting on me so much!
hehe always bringing me to places i want!
sucha blessed girl now.


k weekends ending in 24 hrs time.
and monday wont have monday bluesssss cus its payday!
xoxo

abandon

have been abandoning this space of mine.
not sure why I lost e urge to blog.
probably I alr have a few pairs of listening ears.

have been so busy this few months w alot of 21st birthdays.
everything was great, a good gathering for everyone.
just wish every year will be like this.

however time past a little too fast tt I kinda fear.
it's alr march for goodness sake!
we are all turning older and older,
yet w not much achievements in life.
I kept pondering what I wanted in life,
but I didn't come up w anything.
instead I came up w a list of common goals everyone wants in their life.
hopefully, I can achieve all these goals.

work on e other hand is prettaye bored.
sometimes I just feel like stop gg to work,
or resign and find another job w better prospect.
but I just can't cus boss and colleagues have beenso good to me,
grooming me and all.
how can I let them down?

and bb,
thanks for those words.
I will wait for tt day to come alright!

I MISS BKK!

bkk was awesome with my lovely gfs!
damn it now i miss it so much!
i miss having breakfast buffet in the morning,
and then shopping shopping shopping shopping till the day ends.
no monday blues somemore!
love it!


visit my fb for my pics and vids of xh!
haha!

update again soon!

EXHAUSTED

imma so exhausted.
have been working ot till late for consecutive 4 days straight.
damn felt like im gg to fall sick any time.
k, maybe not tt bad thou.
colleagues are damn good to me,
thou some of them keep bully me.
rahh rahh,
yes you, dont laugh.

and all of a sudden,
i realised tt im sucha blessed kid.
i have a very wonderful dad.
he works 6 days a week, sometimes 7 just to earn lots of $ to support us.
even thou im working now and i didnt give him $,
he will ask if i need extra cash,
of cus lah i nvr take.
damn this kind of dad whr to find!
mumsie was crazy this few days!
she keeps complaining tt im very fat.
she stops me from eating at home.
no supper no nothing.
she even ask me to stand and work after lunch!
damn, love them loads!


and then i met up with gfs and boy-fs last weekend.
was good man.
i love the talks with gfs and the long-time-no-meet boy-fs!



i have loads to post but i have no time.
i need my beauty slp.
nights deserted space.

BRAVE, NOT.

i tot i was brave before today, but now am not.
i dont knw how to describe the lost feeling in me now.
i cried like shyt, like a small kid, lost in the shopping mall.


i lost my dream.
goodbye.