last few days was a torture for me.
till now I have not recover from the shock.
I could nt accept thr fact tt gonggong is gone.
am nv able to see him again.

thou he always kpkb at his childrens and grandchildren,
but he was actually v nice.
he collected alot of things in his file and wallet which included the receipt my uncle bought him a motorbike 11 years ago.
he even wrote on a pc of paper the date and time all his 9childrens are born.
why must we only realize e gd points of him when he is gone?

I miss him, really.
I really hope gonggong and shushu are nw in a better world.

found a cut-out article in gonggong's wallet :
不孝顺父母，敬神也没用。
how true.

cherish ppl ard u.
look at their gd points instead of their bad points.
don't wait till u lose them then regret.

i love you ppl.

BACK!

imma back to blog!
totally lost interest and becoming sucha lazy bumsssss.

hehe life getting a little interesting!
have new goals in my life.
imma so determined to achieve it!
hoho thanks to bb for telling me so much bout investment and recommending me to read 'rich dad poor dad'.
its really very motivating.
recommending all of you to read it!
i hope i can do it!
you know money roll money roll, rich gets richer!



anw thanks to my sweetest boy for doting on me so much!
hehe always bringing me to places i want!
sucha blessed girl now.


k weekends ending in 24 hrs time.
and monday wont have monday bluesssss cus its payday!
xoxo

abandon

have been abandoning this space of mine.
not sure why I lost e urge to blog.
probably I alr have a few pairs of listening ears.

have been so busy this few months w alot of 21st birthdays.
everything was great, a good gathering for everyone.
just wish every year will be like this.

however time past a little too fast tt I kinda fear.
it's alr march for goodness sake!
we are all turning older and older,
yet w not much achievements in life.
I kept pondering what I wanted in life,
but I didn't come up w anything.
instead I came up w a list of common goals everyone wants in their life.
hopefully, I can achieve all these goals.

work on e other hand is prettaye bored.
sometimes I just feel like stop gg to work,
or resign and find another job w better prospect.
but I just can't cus boss and colleagues have beenso good to me,
grooming me and all.
how can I let them down?

and bb,
thanks for those words.
I will wait for tt day to come alright!

I MISS BKK!

bkk was awesome with my lovely gfs!
damn it now i miss it so much!
i miss having breakfast buffet in the morning,
and then shopping shopping shopping shopping till the day ends.
no monday blues somemore!
love it!


visit my fb for my pics and vids of xh!
haha!

update again soon!

EXHAUSTED

imma so exhausted.
have been working ot till late for consecutive 4 days straight.
damn felt like im gg to fall sick any time.
k, maybe not tt bad thou.
colleagues are damn good to me,
thou some of them keep bully me.
rahh rahh,
yes you, dont laugh.

and all of a sudden,
i realised tt im sucha blessed kid.
i have a very wonderful dad.
he works 6 days a week, sometimes 7 just to earn lots of $ to support us.
even thou im working now and i didnt give him $,
he will ask if i need extra cash,
of cus lah i nvr take.
damn this kind of dad whr to find!
mumsie was crazy this few days!
she keeps complaining tt im very fat.
she stops me from eating at home.
no supper no nothing.
she even ask me to stand and work after lunch!
damn, love them loads!


and then i met up with gfs and boy-fs last weekend.
was good man.
i love the talks with gfs and the long-time-no-meet boy-fs!



i have loads to post but i have no time.
i need my beauty slp.
nights deserted space.

BRAVE, NOT.

i tot i was brave before today, but now am not.
i dont knw how to describe the lost feeling in me now.
i cried like shyt, like a small kid, lost in the shopping mall.


i lost my dream.
goodbye.

nothing else matters

xmas is over and new yr is on the way.
its kinda scary man,
getting older and older.


had quite alot of fun this few days.
outing with colleagues,
xmas lunch and xmas exchange at office (FUN!)
gfs xmas dinner at crystal jade and then to marina south pier to chill! (xlbs yums!)
jap food movie treats and all.
<3 them all.

but then xmas eve was sucha boring day.
spend both days at home!
how boring can tt be.
no countdown no nth!
but then xmas ends with a good h-t-h talk with my dearest simsim at hillhilltop with lovely alcohol and pretttayeeeee stars stars!
<3 you girl!



i have to start appreciating you.
thanks love!


i want a new yr count down pleaseee.

BUSY DECEMBER!

december is a busy mth for me,
be it at work or non-work time.

msia trip with lovely esther and doreen,
we shopped we chat we eat.
it was awesome!
very fun i should say.
i hope to go there more more and more!
e best is dad gave me all his ringgit and i dont have to pay him back! -x

and then joyce's bdae celebration.
it was crazy.
first time i attend a bdae celebration tt looks like fans club.
super many many ppl and many cam cam and dslr snapping away!
you could see flash light going on and off.
gosh, also a great meetup with everyone especially jenny!


next up is shan's bdae celebration.
dinnerrrr at chinatown and thanks to colleague for acc-ing me to walk to chinatown,
not forgetting bb for coming out to fetch me!
food was great, first time eating those things.
headed to sentosa to chill out.
love walking along the beach and the sea breeze!


and then i went to science centre for the body world!
it was so damn damn great!
not abit disgusting at all but very very interesting and i think tt everyone should at least go see?
haha but i didnt really finish e whole exhibit.
guess am going back thr soon.
but got into an accident after tt,
luckily dad was not angry after tt if not no more car car to drive.
but say byebye to $ again.

bkk trip all finalise!
air tics and hotel all booked!
we got a super great deal!
cheap air tics and good hotel.
love it!
just cant wait man!



coming up!
company d&d at sg flyer,
islerx's xmas celebrations,
meetup with eunice,
on leave for special programs,
xmas celebation at batam hopefully,
wants to end this year with wonderful wonderful events and ppl!

SUDDEN URGE

i now have a sudde urge to cut my stupid hair.
a sudden urge to rebond my stupid hair.
but know what!
all this need money leh!
argh!

just got pay
and im like spending like nobody business.


short week was a great week!
supposedly xmas shopping with fion on thur,
but we ended up shopping for our own things!
haha we had a great day tt day shopping eat and chatting.
thanks lovelove for fetching me home!

and then expo with love on fri.
super lots of car like crazy ppl all go there.
i clever ok!
park at tampines train there.

then then night to st james with my dearest gfs and love~!
had fun because its our first time there!
left early and had supper at clementi.
epratathereisnicenicenicenicenicenicenice!


but then i slack my sat and sun away.
so sad hor.
super bad cramp,
super monday blueeesss tmr.
nghts!

SHORT WEEK!

im here to post because someone is coming to this site to see only e old post.
tsk tsk!
who is tt!
haha.


am so so clumsy this few weeks.
accidentally disfigured my face,
banging into my office tables,
hurt my fingers when i close the car door when i didnt realise my finger is thr,
and e worst is today!
was talking on the phone and i dont knw wtf is wrong with me,
i went to touch the iron w/o realising its burning hot!
i think im crazy.



nevertheless,
i enjoyed myself very much actually.
i took leave last week to spent a fuitful day with lovelove.
now i miss ikea so so much.
and then i had loads and loads of good food!
but e best is spending my whole day at home on sun.
it was halleluya shiok!


and my work is dying down too fast!
time at work is damn damn slowwwwwwwwww.
hope boss boss faster come back with more work for me.
xoxoxoxo.
yes i know im crazy.




and i had fun with dawnboy and xhxcakecake today!
<3