JOCELYN.CHEN ♥

SHIFTED!

2011-06-08T16:36:00.003+08:00

I've shifted to tumblr!
Feels that tumblr suits me more now as i do not have much time to update this space.
I can surf tumblr while on the way or back from work,
and post stuffs that are related to how i feel at that moment!
Its more convenient than blogging now.

You can follow me at jocelynisahappykid.tumblr.com !

kiddish name i know but i like it!
i just wanna be a happy kid. (:

Anyway i really wanna thanks baby for helping so much in my business!
Thinking of so many marketing ideas to help boost sales and awareness.
f.y.i everything is done by baby and not me!
Thank you baby!
Love you tons!
xoxo

Debut Launch!

2011-04-23T11:43:00.001+08:00

Vogue Avenue has launched!
Pls help to support!
For Vogue Avenue twitter followers, you get 10% discount!
Take note of the discount codes!

visit www.vogueavenue.org now!

tyvm!

xoxo,
jocelyn

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my dreams

2011-04-19T10:11:00.001+08:00

I have finally took the first step towards my dream!
this road will be very difficult,
but I believe I can strive on and w perserverance, I can succeed.

if you didn't know, I am gg to start my own biz online selling apparels!
it's quite tiring actually to source for the clothes,
but it's a v good experience for me!
not forgetting to thanks my lovely sis, winnie and Stella for modeling for me.
I have learnt quite a lot throughout the photoshoot.
now the next thing is hoping that the sales will be good!

will be launching the web this week, pls support!

thanks in advance!

xoxo
Jocelyn.

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Life's Hard

2011-04-14T16:48:00.001+08:00

"Let me tell you something you already know.
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and I dont's care how tough you are,
it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life.

But it ain't about how hard you hit;
it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.
It's how much you can take and keep moving forward.
That's how winning is done.

Now, if you know what you're worth,
then go out and get what you're worth.
But you gotta be willing to take the hits,
and not point fingers and bla,e other people.
Cowards do that and that ain't you.
You're better than that!"

-quoted from baby's wallpaper on his lappy.

KL TRIP!

2011-04-09T00:44:00.001+08:00

in KL now!
hehe holiday again after bkk trip.
gonna watch f1 tmr and on sun!!!

weeee and I can't wait to go shoppingggggg!

be right back w photossss!

xoxo

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PRAY FOR THE WORLD

2011-03-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

our mother earth is sick,
and we are the culprit of all these happenings.

japan is really in a disastrous state.
watching the jap news on tv really send shivers up my spine.
baby and family kept discussing about world end,
and im really so afraid.
thank god that japan is so advanced in their technology,
if not i cannot imagine the number of deaths now.
really hope the ppl suffering in all these disasters can hold on.

baby told me ytd he chanced upon a china forum.
ppl are actually celebrating and gloating over japan's misfortune.
they really sucks big time man.
what happened last time is already the past for goodness sake.
how can they still put firecrackers and celebrate when so many ppl are suffering?!
baby told me he felt like replying to the thread,
"japan's earthquake is 9.0 magnitude and 1000+ deaths, sichuan esrthqauke is of a lesser magnitude, 7.9 and yet the deaths are so many times more than japan.
the reason why is because of those iresponsible contractors who used biscuit tins to build those houses. "
havent they thought of japan helping them when si chuan is also facing all these?
they are really assholes, really deserve to die man.

now im so afraid of sat arrival, when the moon will be so near to the earth.
hopefully all these are just myth and it wont cause anymore disasters.

im gonna pray everynight for world peace.

be back soon w updates on my bkk trip!

with loves,
jocelyn xoxo

stay or go?

2011-03-01T09:06:00.001+08:00

I'm hesitating to leave my job,
for more time for my kids and biz.
I don't think I can manage my time well considering tt I will have to travel more often to other countries and I doubt my leave will be approved.
I'm so confused now.
fear tt I won't be able to do well,
but nv try nv know right?
I really have to be v hardworking and determined now.

persevere and I will be able to reach my goals.

jiayou Jocelyn!

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Love is in the air!

2011-02-26T21:29:00.001+08:00

I'm at the fisherman village waiting for Andy to propose to Sofia!
hehe so excited wonder how isit like.
propose at the beachside like romantic huh w e seabreeze!
so cooling and love is in the air!

gosh so many pol getting married and ROM this yr!
I need to save so much for angbao!
acc gff to see wedding band tt day and Cartier is the love!
the price is comparable to those jewelry shop out there but the designs are really omg pretty!
went to other shops and I don't even want to take a look at their wedding bands.
oh my oh my now I feel like getting married too!
haha hint hint baby!
but well, it's just for the ring.
too young alr have to save more for my dream wedding!
hehe can't wait!

one more week to bkk!
can't wait can't wait!

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2011-02-25T08:53:00.001+08:00

I believe what comes ard goes ard.
don't be surprise if your child turns out to be this way.
one day will regret for sure.

e disappointment and hurt in everyone's eye.

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2011-02-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

really can't wait for 5th march to come!
my long waited holiday cum biz trip cum first time gg holiday w baby only!

be back soon!

gd night!

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Happy Valentines Day

2011-02-14T16:06:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines to all couples and not forgetting singles!
Who says V day is only for couples?
Singles can also gather tgt w their friends, friendship love!
Hehe, also wish tt they can find their other half soon!

Nth special this year for me and babylove.
Everything so expensive like purposely go tio tok by them.
Hehe postpone celebration next mth, gg BKK to celebrate!
shall save e money and spurge there!

anw, thank you baby for always standing by me this few yrs!
taking care of me and showering me w lots of love, care and concern.
I will nv forget e night where it's so cold and we only have one blanket,
and me waking up to see you curling up beside me while e blanket is on me.
really appreciate all those little little things you did for me,
buying vitamins to help build
up my health and etc.
may we stay en en ai ai like now for e rest of our lives and everyday shall be our v day!
love you tons!
xoxo

Enjoy your V day everybody!

with lots of love,
jocelyn.

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F-A-M-I-L-Y

2011-02-10T09:18:00.001+08:00

有缘才能做家人，
任何人都可以伤害你，离开你，
只有家人会永远在背后守护你。
家人是一辈子的。

it actually hurts me to see so many things happened.
what really causes all these to make e whole family tear?
one word, misunderstanding.

humans always take each other for granted.
but one must always remember, don't do things tt you will regret in e future.
humans nv realize what they have until they lost it.
don't wait till it's too late before you want to treasure those things that's always standing by you in your life.
it always happen on me, I'm nv gonna let it happen again.

I thought you will uds the reason for my 执着.
it's kind of tiring to argue over e same issue again.
I really don't uds what's wrong w showing your care and concern.
I just feel so disappointed you still don't get what I mean.
I uds e hurt and disappointment but it's gg to benefit all of you.
everyone deserves to be happy.

not referring to anyone,
v random and in general.
but family very much forms the biggest part in my life.
what's me without them?
probably nth I won't even exist.
seeing them slogging out there just to provide us w education, shelter and good life really warms my heart.
im protecting them w all my life.
words can't describe how much I love them!

F.A.M.I.L.Y - Father Mother I Love You

下辈子也要和你们做家人！

p.s. mummy gave me her breakfast when I forgotten to take mine! T.T

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PRADA 1N1530 clutch for sale!

2011-02-07T08:07:00.001+08:00

I have two prada 1N1530 clutch for sale!
Totally brand new not used before still inside box.
100% authentic comes w the authencity certificate!
You can bring it to Prada for verification too!

Bought it for mummy and aunt from UK but they don't like e design tts why selling it away at a lower price than sg retail price!

Email or text me for quotations or any other details tt you want!
jocelyn268@hotmail.com

xoxo,
Jocelyn

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Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-03T12:24:00.001+08:00

Wanna wish all a very Happy CNY!
May the bunny bunny year be good to all of you!
May you be healthy healthy and not forgetting .....

MAY MONEY COMES ROLLING IN YOUR POCKET!

HUAT AH!

hehe ultra yummy abalone by baby's mum! this yr nv take picture only have last yr's one but the taste is still the same! yums!

how's your reunion dinner?
mine wad awesome!

update again!

xoxo,
Jocelyn

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RAINY DAYS

2011-01-31T08:40:00.001+08:00

fml I really hate gg to work on a rainy day.
am so super late for work!
spoils my mood totally.
luckily tdy half day only.
haven reach office and i alr can't wait to go hm!

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All Ready For CNY

2011-01-30T17:45:00.001+08:00

hehe am prepared for CNY alr!
thou I'm nt supposed to celebrate but I believe gonggong also want us to enjoy right?

hair cut done, hair dyed, clothes bought, shoes bought, nails done and also cny goodies bought! hehe so happy this yr everything done nicely and also able to help grandma in the preparation of the food!

bought so much things and I can't believe I can resist the temptations to start wearing them.
so proud of myself hehe.

my lovely nails!

hearts and polka dots w 3D ribbon!

french gel overlay w crystals and ribbons!

am loving it! so princessy!

nails done by wgs senior, Gwen!
hehe v talented and experienced! visit her web for her rates and services or book your appt!
www.polish-perfect.blogspot.com
I did mine and sis's pedicure for
only $115!
uber cheap and worth it! <3

with loves,
jocelyn

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CNY ROUND ROUND CORNER!

2011-01-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

CNY is just few days away only!
Aren't you excited?

Im quite excited for all those gatherings but at the same time im afraid of facing e reality of not being able to see those that im nv able to see.
Yea, same old thing again and again and again.
But i just cant face the fact.
Pardon me, i need more time. (:

Anw went shopping at bugis w sis-es just now after work!
I felt like im e youngest sis tdy haha.
Everything paid by them! Weeeeeeee
Now my turn to leech them after they leeched me dry.
Feeling shiok haha.
Now our wardrobe is full again!
Mummylove is gg to nag again!!!!!!

hehe went to pay for air tics this morning and im gg on a holiday cum business trip with baby in March!
Suppose to be gg w baby's mum also but it falls on her bdae plus baby's sis is still studying and she fang xin bu xia.
hehe nice mum hur? If its mummylove she wont care all these if she wants to go haha!
I love how carefree mummylove is and also e freedom tt she gave me and sis-es.
Diff way of concerns but i believe all mum-s are the best on earth!
Anw, baby alr tot of our biz name and also came up with alot of advertising and marketing plans!
Hehe lucky to have such a biz-minded bf, i dont have to think of all these. (:
Well, shall keep you all in suspense first!
Now i need to do up a webpage and then learn from aunt at the same time on those shipping details!
Anybody wanna help?

Work is pretty stress up now with two more customers to handle!
Have been stressing myself so much to memorise and adapting to additional workload!
Now i really need to level up my multi-tasking skills.
And i really love colleagues deep deep haha love their jokes and everything!
IF increment is gd this yr, everything will be PERFECT!
now i cant wait for March to come!

On the other hand, i lost 6kgs within 2mths!
Hehe jumping ard im so happy!
BUT, my body is failing on me.
Im getting weaker and weaker, here pain there pain.
Thin ppl cannot be healthy one meh? Why thin natually will fall sick easily?!
DONT LIKE i need to build up my health with more samsui and chicken essence!

Having my nails appt tmr!
hehe haven decide which designs to do yet.
So excited cant wait for tmr!

After doing my nails and threading,
im all ready for CNY! (thou im not suppose to celebrate this yr, but oh well....)
HOW ABOUT YOU?? (:

xoxo,
jocelyn

HAPPY ME!

2011-01-23T22:35:00.002+08:00

Happy is me this few days!

i bought my samantha thavasa wallet already!
hehe so happy baby finally agreed to let me buy.
but im gonna be so so broke this month!
hopefully i wont overspend and then i can save more!

Have been visiting grandma and grandpa for 2 days a week consecutively.
Really loves grandma's cooking, got those ai xin taste hehe.
And then seeing grandpa getting better really warms my heart.
I guess grandpa needs our care and concern physically, not mentally.
So, im gg to visit him more often!
Found a doctor for him already, hoping the doctor will reply me fast!

Next up, i should be advancing my career in this company.
Not going to leave at the moment.
Have already promised boss that i will stay.
Well, that means my work load is going to increase tremendously!
Have already took over two more customers to take care of.
Its gonna be a heavy load to me now, having to juggle between three customers,
monitoring their stocks and rental, working with boss, taking over colleague's work,
and then with tuition!
Hopefully i can juggle my time well so that i wont have to do much OT.
Not to mention, boss is still gg to increase more!
Still hoping my increment this year will be equivalent to what im doing now.
If not, do not hesistate to leave for a better one?
Shall see how.
No more mental shock this year plssss.

Am also going to start on another new journey of my life,
which means im gg to be so so busy on weekdays with work and tuition,
and then weekends gonna be so busy with my own business!
Baby is v supportive of what i am gg to do,
and he is going to lend me some capital to start!
hehe well, i will definitely give in my 100% and break even at the shortest period!
But now, i have to plan out well and wait for the cheapest air tic,
if not its not worthy alr.
Still have to consult xiao yi for all the shipping and storage!
Gosh so much things to do and plan!
Hmmmm when will it be done?

And then,
today i went cny shopping with grandma, mummy, two aunts, sis-es, baby and baby's mum at those factories!
hehe i really enjoyed myself and seeing mummy and baby's mum click so well really makes me happy!
Totally like long lost friends and the best is they have the same character and likes!
Not forgetting today is the first day of our family's outing!
Sis suggested to have family's outing once a month and daddylove agreed!
Hehe he brought us for a seafood feast at Happy Kampong Seafood at Sembawang.
Thou the food was not so good compared to previous time and it was quite ex,
but we really really enjoyed ourselves eating and chatting as a family!
Loves my family lots! <3

Tomorrow is an off day for me!
Not gg to waste it so i wanna plan everything well.

Gf is in Phuket now!
hehe enjoy yourself my gf!
take care and come back safely!
xoxo

sat appt for my nails!
still thinking what designs to do.
hmmmm and i wanna learn how to do gel nails!
got so many nails deco at home now i wanna try it out myself!
gonna learn when i have the time!

hehe till then,
xoxo
jocelyn.

hesitation

2011-01-19T22:07:00.001+08:00

I wanna fulfill my dreams!
so should I go bkk anot?
sigh but I think my leave will not be approved at all.

30th mar - 2th apr bkk
7th apr - 10th apr KL

gosh how how how!!!!

I just wanna start my own biz yet it seems like alot of things is stopping me.

need some advice plssssss.

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Best School Attended Ever!

2011-01-09T03:09:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!

Today i attended the best school ever!
POH HUAT SECONDARY REALLY ROCKS MY SOCKS!
hehehe, in case you didnt know, its not really a school. Its a uniform party organised by my dearest buddy from poly at his awesome ultra big hse and everyone has to wear their secondary school uniform! Everyone cant believe wgs uniform is sailormoon sia. HAHAHA they have been asking me where did i bought my uniform from. Oh my, i really love wgs uniform so cute ttm! Totally stand out from everyone!

What i love about "Poh Huat Secondary" are those people there, the awesome big house with a garden bigger than my hse, games, food and there is alcohol and the 'school hall' was transformed into dance floor! hehe had so much fun dancing ard with my lovely friends. Although i dont knw all there, but i really enjoyed at the end of it. And i got a really cute stationary set from the gift exchange!

Bro getting richer sia, the last time i went to his hse was like 2 yrs ago and its only 2 storey high. BUT now, its 4 storeys high with lift in his hse for goodness sake! He totally renovated his whole house oh gosh i really hope that im living there sia. I cant imagine the amount of maintenance and electicity his parents have to pay per month. haha but well, tts gonna be my dream too! prolly one day i will stay in those big big hse too!

Anyway, hope there is more partayes organised! Really love this kind of meetup w diff ppl!

be right back soon w more updates!

xoxo

jocelyn.

LIFE'S A FAILURE

2011-01-08T02:08:00.002+08:00

My mood recently is like a roller coaster. I can be very happy at this moment, and angry/sad at the next moment. Sometimes i really wonder whats wrong w me. There isnt how i am in the past. Am i starting to take things for granted? Maybe not. And i really hate myself for being a cry baby.

I need to change my lifestlye totally. I need to earn more money, to save more, to invest more. Mummylove might be resigning soon, well i also dont want her to work in such an asshole company w such a 'niao' boss. I hope i can earn more, at least i can give her more 'pocket money' in case daddylove not able to get projects to work on. Sigh this is life. You can be worry-free now, but you will never know few months later you will be full of worries.

Kind of feel v disappointed when i see e pending 'issue'. I dont really get it and i dont understand why too. Is it because of mian zi or fear? And what is the fear actually? I made a step out, but i realised im alone, you are behind me. Keeping mum over this issue, dont wish to talk about it.

Anyway, i really had fun meeting up w my girls just now at waterfromt! Happy birthday dearest da jie da! May your wishes come true for you! xoxo
My girls are really the damn best things on earth. When im feeling low, their laughters and companion can really cheer me up! Whats life without them man! Love you girls!

I have so much so much i wanted to say, but i dont knw who to say to nor do i know how to start. Forget it, shall bury everything in me. I've changed actually, i no longer want to look for someone to pour my sorrows to, i prefer to keep to myself now.

All i need now is attention. Im so tired of giving attention to ppl. Maybe i need a break.

not again

2011-01-07T22:28:00.001+08:00

why chu pattern on special days?
seriously if it is on normal days i don't mind but tdy is my off day and it's Friday somemore!

sleep is more impt than my hunger, how great.

mad pathetic to be stuffing myself w Maggie mee.
I hate vista food seriously.

f myself for wanting to spend time w you outside before meeting the girls and party tmr.

and I hate myself for being like this!

tears actually hurts.

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imygg

2011-01-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

i miss him so much that i pretend he's still alive.
-quoted from my sis's tweet.

oh gosh,
almost 7 mths have gone.
and i have not come to terms to accept the truth yet.
i really do miss you gong gong.
come visit me in my dreams alright?
cny is coming i do not want to go back msia and not able to see you.
i miss your voice telling us to wash our cutlery before using,
asking us to drink more water, etc.
life is so cruel.
why did god bring the good guys away and yet the baddies are still happily living in this world?
whenever i think of you, i would feel so empty in me.
gong gong, i really hope you are doing fine in the other world w shushu.
come to me, tell me tt, let me know tt you are happy, let me put all this down.
i do not have much photos of you for me to keep.
why didnt i take the initiative to take pics w you when you are ard?
i really regret so much.

life is really really so unpredictable.
i fear so much, seriously.
i dont knw when god will take away another love ones from me.

dear god,
i promise i will be good.
pls let all my love ones be safe and healthy!
put all e punishment on me.

with loves,
jocelyn.

Welcome 2011!

2011-01-01T04:48:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year all!
brand new year brand new start!

celebrated my new yr at arena country club w lots of alcohol.
really feels like puking now lur!
although it didn't turn out well, but I still enjoyed myself w baby, baby's family and friends!
I just love this kind of bond.
too bad my daddy and mummy are not into this, if not it will be PERFECT! ):
well I guess almost all pub have this kind of problems?
no big deal actually.

but I drank too much too fast I was super seh can!
just can't believe I still can persuade them not to drive w 4 police cars standing by beside ready to catch them.
hehe well I'm happy at least we are all fine!
what's most impt is all of us are safe, fine and happy!

anw, I'm here wishing you all a good year ahead and may the best shines on you with lots of love, happiness, joy, healthy and wealth!

p.s. so happy I've slimmed down! *jumps ard!*

goodnight all!

update me on how you spend your new yr yea!

love you peeps! xoxo

with loves,
jocelyn.

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BYEBYE TO 2010, HELLO 2011!

2010-12-28T22:05:00.004+08:00

another 2 days and its time to say byebye to 2010!
time really flies!
another yr gone!
oh my i felt so old all of a sudden,
its just like everyone ard me are celebrating their 21st and now we are all gonna step into 22nd!

2010,
i learnt quite alot of things.
i gained alot of insights of becoming a better person, but at e same time I lost smth so precious to me.

1. this yr started off well with my holiday trip to bkk w my girls! what's life without them right!
xoxo

2. and then a good cny in sg and also msia,
(well i really miss it so much, w everyone gathering ard, next yr's cny is so gonna be so different)

3. work was pretty good, i have good colleagues doting on me,
good boss and everything.
and then came my increment, a v bad one thou.

4. what i love most, all yr round 21st birthday partyyyyysssss!

5. then came a big blow to me,
i lost my grandpa on june 22nd.
my grandpa whom really dotes alot on us.
it hurts quite alot actually,
till now i still could not accept it.
but i really hope he is doing v well at the other world,
and i believe all those near-accidents are blessed by him and shushu.
he will forever be in my heart and soul!
i love you grandpa, i know you can feel it! (:

6. next up is my big hoohaaa 21st celebration at home,
w all my loved ones turning up,
I have the best presents, best wishes and I love my cake so much!
without my daddy and mummy, all these are not possible.
thank you daddy mummy, although I know we are not suppose to hold any celebrations, but really thanks both of you for making my wish come true and being so supportive!
I know grandpa will not blame us, he wants all of us to be happy, right grandpa?

7. had a wisdom tooth surgery!
ultra painful and another one is coming up alr sigh big time.

8. then to end my 2010 well, I had e best Xmas party w my beloved family and relatives!
I love how all of us gather tgt to catch up on each other's life.
it's quite scary to think of the future whr we all will have our own families and then we will not meet up tt often anymore.
hmm nvm, shall put in more effort organize more gatherings!

9. lastly, not forgetting my god-sent-present --> babylove!
thanks for standing by me this 3 yrs, nv leaving me at all.
thanks for tolerating all my nonsense and temper at times.
we have walked so far tgt, and I believe we are gonna walk down all e way, hand in hand, for the rest of our lives!
I love you babylove!

I guess tts what summarize my whole of 2010.
hoping 2011 will be good to me, I promise I will be good too!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!

1. successfully set up a biz of my own!

2. to be able to hit my saving/investment target at e end of 2011!

3. a better job probably?

4. studying for a degree!

5. slimmer somemore!

6. actually all those doesn't matter as long as all my loved ones stay healthy, strong and happy, especially my ageing grandparents! really wish they will be able to see me get married and then to be able to see my child!

v v long winded post, but its gonna turn into memories for me,
probably one day when I come back to this site, I can still feel those hoohaa in me.

my cute cuzzie! hehe continue to stay so cute!

with loves,
jocelyn xoxo

its xmas

2010-12-25T19:14:00.001+08:00

today is nt like any other days, it's christmas.
why don't you seems to catch what I'm trying to say?
why don't you uds why I keep asking tt qn?

it's xmas, all I want is to sit down w you and have a proper meal,
like how other couples may be doing now.

tts all I'm asking, am I v demanding? ):

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Merry Christmas and a Happy New Yr!

2010-12-25T01:41:00.003+08:00

hehe see the amt of present under the xmas tree!

my grandma super cute leh! HAHA!

Merry Christmas everyone!

I had a wonderful christmas gathering this year with my dearest maternal family.
Patenal side grandma, boyboy and cuzzie joined us this yr too!
It was a great one i really enjoyed myself alot.
There are lots and lots of food and presents.
Well, only the kids benefited actually, they brough home tons of presents!
But still wanna thanks aunt and uncle for the presents and also aunt for giving baby one too although he did not turn up.
Love my cousins lots, we have all grown up, getting prettier and handsome.
Awww, i actually do miss our past where we will play tgt and everything.
Now as we grow up, i really hope we will have gatherings more often!
Gonna organise moreeeeee!

However, it was also a sad start of my christmas.
Grandpa told me he feels that he cant live over cny.
i felt so lost, so pain.
really do not want to go through this kind of pain of losing someone anymore.
really pray to all god pretty pretty pls let my grandpa live longer,
at least till he can see us all get married and settle down?
Im gonna visit him more often, acc him more talk to him more.
Hopefully w grandma's companion, he can make it through cny!
yes, i believe he can!
i love you tons grandpa and grandma!

Still thinking what should i do on christmas day.
hmmmm not many shopping centres are open.
dont feel like wasting this day!
My girls are leaving to genting in the morning!
Bon voyage my girls!
take care and becareful alright!
love you girls!

and bestie sms-ed me she got my present already!
yea! so mad happy can haha cant wait for 31st to meet up with her when she's back from europe!
hehe hopefully she can get those things i wanted.
love you babe!
hope you have a merry merry christmas in europe!
enjoy yourself!
xoxo

lastly,
hopes babylove loves his christmas present!
i know its a very expensive gift,
but money can earn back one right?
whats most impt is your health,
once health not there, no matter how much money you have also no use le.
dont worry about my financial, i still can cope for the time being.
awww but i wont be able to hit the target you gave me for this yr!
next yr k! i promise i will and can hit the target you gave!
hehe hopefully by then my stock can raise higherrrrrrrr!
but when is my dividend coming?

still thinking about my new yr resolution.
be back soon!

with loves,
jocelyn xoxo

worries

2010-12-24T01:04:00.001+08:00

I can never stop worrying for
my two sisters.
have been trying v hard to protect them from this cruel world which they have not seen before.
it actually hurts me to see them sad or cry.

all my hardworking, efforts and worries to keep them safe and sound from hurts out there is worthwhile when I see their smiles and their bubbly character.
a simple thank you or love you actually warms my heart and soul.
gives me more strength to do more for them.

but how long can I worry and protect them?
really hope tt both of them can learn to protect themselves in this cruel world because you will nv know who will be the next one stabbing you from behind.
hope tt they could become stronger to brave through all these obstacles tt they will be facing in their future.
gonna pray so hard for them tt they can become v successful and prove to all those ppl tt think they are nt up to the expectations.
fck off all these bunch of idiots, I believe in karma for all the things you did to them, you are gonna get back 100000000000 x of what you gave them!

not referring to anyone thou and no particular things happen.
v random thoughts.

k I hate this cruel world,
sometimes I wish someone is there to shield me from all this.

lucky to have such a supportive family. for all the obstacles coming our way, we are gg to face it tgt as a family!

"happiness is having to know you have a caring, loving and close-knit family to turn to when you have problems, even when you keep mum, they are always there for you."

xoxo

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Christmas 2010

2010-12-23T10:33:00.001+08:00

tmr is Christmas eve!
oh my I can still remember last yr present exchange in office,
it's just like a few mths ago only!

Christmas is a season of giving.
bought lots of presents for all my little kids.
well only for kids thou,
I'm gonna be so broke if I buy for everyone!
no presents but you will have all my sincere and bestest wish!

gfs are all gg genting on christmas day.
pls take care of yourselves my babes!
pray tt they will be safe and sound and back in sg!
enjoy my girls!

considering to change a new outlook for this boring site of mine.
well I neglect this site too much I guess not many ppl visit this site anymore.
hmms just all of a sudden I feel like gg back to days where I'm so active in blogging about my life and thinking!

all right will be back soon with my new yr resolution!

p.s. I miss waking up to see sweet notes in my phone. :x

my lovely mummy at cuzzie's wedding! thanks for all your love and care! love you!

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RANDOM-NESS

2010-12-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

a sudden urge to blog.
its already the end of 2010!
gosh, time past too fast i did not manage to capture everything tt happens in my life.
now i wish 2011 will be good to me, pretty pls.

life is pretty lazy for me!
so lazy to do this so lazy to do tt,
even pouring a glass of water also lazy.
but i have a dream i want to fulfill!
i should really kick this habit.

actually today i realise that i am a perfectionist.
i want everything to be perfect and goes with what i want.
hmms but sometimes its really hard to do it.

and i miss clubbing all of a sudden!
i lost touch w clubs for super long alr!
its one year since i last went w gfs and boy!
oh my i think im getting older,
i no longer have the energy to go out shake.
even chilling at pub tires me.
i really need my night life back!

on a random note,
so many ppl ard me getting married!
i attended two weddings last sat!
it really tires me out to go for one wedding and then to another.
luckily one is lunch and the other one is dinner.
quite happy and touched to see distant cousin getting married,
and gosh i super love my sis-in-law's wedding gown!
hot pink with bling bling ribbons = my favourite combi!
i wonder when is my turn to walk into the room w my another half! hehe
kind of told mumsie my dream wedding tt day,
i want it black and with stairs!
awwww but mumsie is so against black wedding, so is baby and his mum!
i've seen black gown and its so pretty can!
k no black but at least got stairs?
anw, mumsie laughed at me saying i might be the last one to get married among my sis-es.
well, come to think about it, i think i really might be the last!

but on a side note, i have seen so many divorce case ard me too!
and most of them only married for 1-2 yrs.
it really freaks me out to see this actually.
is this the outcome of an early marriage?
looking at them, i kind of have phobia already.
well, i hope they can do well without their useless-asshole-husband!

hehe next up will be baby's sis and gff's wedding!
i cant wait actually and i love to attend weddings!
recalling days when i worked at wedding banquet at hilton,
envy how happy and sweet the couples are!
hehe but now i dont have to envy anymore!
i have a sweet and caring boy by my side!

the yr is coming to an end already!
i have not made up my mind if i should resign or not!
sigh boss has been so gd to me i really dont want to disappoint him.
the pay is no longer worth what im doing.
i think i can get even higher outside??

xmas is coming soon!
bestie is gg europe for her annual xmas trip and e rest of my gfs are gg genting!
awwwwww i really wish i can join them in the fun! *hint hint*
i really miss them loads man
should meet up with them before they go for their trip!
hehe and i really cant wait for my 21st presents to be back!
cant make up my mind thou.

batam this weekend with babylove and his classmates!
am gonna have hell loads of fun before the week starts again!
gonna give a miss to company annual dinner and i kind of feel bad.
nvm holiday is more important!
hopefully bonus is coming to me this week!

k v long post v random v loh soh.
goodnight!

"一个人再厉害，
一生只能留下一两句话.
人有生，有死,
家一代传一代，
心中只要有度量，
才能家和万事兴，
才能没有遗憾!"

-quoted from my aunt.

sweetest boyf ever.

2010-11-02T14:53:00.001+08:00

I just had my wisdom tooth surgery ytd.it's was just only one tooth and I could not take e pain. I can't imagine those having 4 pluck out at e same time.it's uber torture to me!I can't eat I can't slp I'm in big pain,even e pain killer is not helping me.BUT I was so happy, real happy,when my sweetest boyf appear at my door steps with two packets of jelly for me to eat,knowing tt I could not chew on food.where to find such a nice guy!I keep complaining tt I want him to be sweeter,without realizing tt he is alr v sweet and caring.from now on I'm gg to appreciate and love him more.thank you babylove for showing me with lots of love and care!p.s. I can't wait for the day I recover and I'm gonna eat lots of food!

How Much I Treasure My Life Now

2010-10-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

we both almost lost our lives.
at e instant, I really thought I will die the next moment.
I dont know how to describe e fear in me now.
am still trembling at e thought of it.

could it be 'dirty' things?

maybe gonggong and shushu saved my life.

thank all god tt we are safe now.
I'm gonna treasure my life v much now.

welcome September!

2010-09-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

omg time really flies!
it's September alr.
this mth is busy busy mth w so many birthdays and events!
hehe hope it will be a good mth thou.

feeling kind of lost in life,
but baby's mum helped me to find e route I wanted!
gonna try it out and really hope it works!
by then it will be time for me to say byebye to this company!

loving my life right now w family baby and friends ard me.
hope time will stop at this moment.

24 more days to my 21st!
hehe can't wait!

THANK GOD!

2010-07-20T00:32:00.002+08:00

really thank god for letting me feel so blessed.
hard work do pay off welllll!
xoxo everyone.

2010-06-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

last few days was a torture for me.
till now I have not recover from the shock.
I could nt accept thr fact tt gonggong is gone.
am nv able to see him again.

thou he always kpkb at his childrens and grandchildren,
but he was actually v nice.
he collected alot of things in his file and wallet which included the receipt my uncle bought him a motorbike 11 years ago.
he even wrote on a pc of paper the date and time all his 9childrens are born.
why must we only realize e gd points of him when he is gone?

I miss him, really.
I really hope gonggong and shushu are nw in a better world.

found a cut-out article in gonggong's wallet :
不孝顺父母，敬神也没用。
how true.

cherish ppl ard u.
look at their gd points instead of their bad points.
don't wait till u lose them then regret.

i love you ppl.

BACK!

2010-04-25T02:55:00.003+08:00

imma back to blog!
totally lost interest and becoming sucha lazy bumsssss.

hehe life getting a little interesting!
have new goals in my life.
imma so determined to achieve it!
hoho thanks to bb for telling me so much bout investment and recommending me to read 'rich dad poor dad'.
its really very motivating.
recommending all of you to read it!
i hope i can do it!
you know money roll money roll, rich gets richer!

anw thanks to my sweetest boy for doting on me so much!
hehe always bringing me to places i want!
sucha blessed girl now.

k weekends ending in 24 hrs time.
and monday wont have monday bluesssss cus its payday!
xoxo

abandon

2010-03-12T08:01:00.002+08:00

have been abandoning this space of mine.
not sure why I lost e urge to blog.
probably I alr have a few pairs of listening ears.

have been so busy this few months w alot of 21st birthdays.
everything was great, a good gathering for everyone.
just wish every year will be like this.

however time past a little too fast tt I kinda fear.
it's alr march for goodness sake!
we are all turning older and older,
yet w not much achievements in life.
I kept pondering what I wanted in life,
but I didn't come up w anything.
instead I came up w a list of common goals everyone wants in their life.
hopefully, I can achieve all these goals.

work on e other hand is prettaye bored.
sometimes I just feel like stop gg to work,
or resign and find another job w better prospect.
but I just can't cus boss and colleagues have beenso good to me,
grooming me and all.
how can I let them down?

and bb,
thanks for those words.
I will wait for tt day to come alright!

I MISS BKK!

2010-02-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

bkk was awesome with my lovely gfs!
damn it now i miss it so much!
i miss having breakfast buffet in the morning,
and then shopping shopping shopping shopping till the day ends.
no monday blues somemore!
love it!

visit my fb for my pics and vids of xh!
haha!

update again soon!

EXHAUSTED

2010-01-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

imma so exhausted.
have been working ot till late for consecutive 4 days straight.
damn felt like im gg to fall sick any time.
k, maybe not tt bad thou.
colleagues are damn good to me,
thou some of them keep bully me.
rahh rahh,
yes you, dont laugh.

and all of a sudden,
i realised tt im sucha blessed kid.
i have a very wonderful dad.
he works 6 days a week, sometimes 7 just to earn lots of $ to support us.
even thou im working now and i didnt give him $,
he will ask if i need extra cash,
of cus lah i nvr take.
damn this kind of dad whr to find!
mumsie was crazy this few days!
she keeps complaining tt im very fat.
she stops me from eating at home.
no supper no nothing.
she even ask me to stand and work after lunch!
damn, love them loads!

and then i met up with gfs and boy-fs last weekend.
was good man.
i love the talks with gfs and the long-time-no-meet boy-fs!

i have loads to post but i have no time.
i need my beauty slp.
nights deserted space.

BRAVE, NOT.

2010-01-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

i tot i was brave before today, but now am not.
i dont knw how to describe the lost feeling in me now.
i cried like shyt, like a small kid, lost in the shopping mall.

i lost my dream.
goodbye.

nothing else matters

2009-12-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

xmas is over and new yr is on the way.
its kinda scary man,
getting older and older.

had quite alot of fun this few days.
outing with colleagues,
xmas lunch and xmas exchange at office (FUN!)
gfs xmas dinner at crystal jade and then to marina south pier to chill! (xlbs yums!)
jap food movie treats and all.
<3 them all.

but then xmas eve was sucha boring day.
spend both days at home!
how boring can tt be.
no countdown no nth!
but then xmas ends with a good h-t-h talk with my dearest simsim at hillhilltop with lovely alcohol and pretttayeeeee stars stars!
<3 you girl!

i have to start appreciating you.
thanks love!

i want a new yr count down pleaseee.

BUSY DECEMBER!

2009-12-13T22:17:00.003+08:00

december is a busy mth for me,
be it at work or non-work time.

msia trip with lovely esther and doreen,
we shopped we chat we eat.
it was awesome!
very fun i should say.
i hope to go there more more and more!
e best is dad gave me all his ringgit and i dont have to pay him back! -x

and then joyce's bdae celebration.
it was crazy.
first time i attend a bdae celebration tt looks like fans club.
super many many ppl and many cam cam and dslr snapping away!
you could see flash light going on and off.
gosh, also a great meetup with everyone especially jenny!

next up is shan's bdae celebration.
dinnerrrr at chinatown and thanks to colleague for acc-ing me to walk to chinatown,
not forgetting bb for coming out to fetch me!
food was great, first time eating those things.
headed to sentosa to chill out.
love walking along the beach and the sea breeze!

and then i went to science centre for the body world!
it was so damn damn great!
not abit disgusting at all but very very interesting and i think tt everyone should at least go see?
haha but i didnt really finish e whole exhibit.
guess am going back thr soon.
but got into an accident after tt,
luckily dad was not angry after tt if not no more car car to drive.
but say byebye to $ again.

bkk trip all finalise!
air tics and hotel all booked!
we got a super great deal!
cheap air tics and good hotel.
love it!
just cant wait man!

coming up!
company d&d at sg flyer,
islerx's xmas celebrations,
meetup with eunice,
on leave for special programs,
xmas celebation at batam hopefully,
wants to end this year with wonderful wonderful events and ppl!

SUDDEN URGE

2009-11-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

i now have a sudde urge to cut my stupid hair.
a sudden urge to rebond my stupid hair.
but know what!
all this need money leh!
argh!

just got pay
and im like spending like nobody business.

short week was a great week!
supposedly xmas shopping with fion on thur,
but we ended up shopping for our own things!
haha we had a great day tt day shopping eat and chatting.
thanks lovelove for fetching me home!

and then expo with love on fri.
super lots of car like crazy ppl all go there.
i clever ok!
park at tampines train there.

then then night to st james with my dearest gfs and love~!
had fun because its our first time there!
left early and had supper at clementi.
epratathereisnicenicenicenicenicenicenice!

but then i slack my sat and sun away.
so sad hor.
super bad cramp,
super monday blueeesss tmr.
nghts!

SHORT WEEK!

2009-11-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

im here to post because someone is coming to this site to see only e old post.
tsk tsk!
who is tt!
haha.

am so so clumsy this few weeks.
accidentally disfigured my face,
banging into my office tables,
hurt my fingers when i close the car door when i didnt realise my finger is thr,
and e worst is today!
was talking on the phone and i dont knw wtf is wrong with me,
i went to touch the iron w/o realising its burning hot!
i think im crazy.

nevertheless,
i enjoyed myself very much actually.
i took leave last week to spent a fuitful day with lovelove.
now i miss ikea so so much.
and then i had loads and loads of good food!
but e best is spending my whole day at home on sun.
it was halleluya shiok!

and my work is dying down too fast!
time at work is damn damn slowwwwwwwwww.
hope boss boss faster come back with more work for me.
xoxoxoxo.
yes i know im crazy.

and i had fun with dawnboy and xhxcakecake today!
<3

EMO - ING

2009-11-07T01:35:00.002+08:00

DEAR DIARY,

finally its friday alr.
but somehow today is a emo-friday for me.

heard alot of news from colleagues,
plus read alot from newspaper.
realise that there are alot of death cases recently.
why isit so?

e news tt hit me hard is the hilton case.
gosh i cant imagine how the bride is feeling now.
it must be super duper terrible.

somehow after reading all those news,
i treasure my life even more.
i wanted to enjoy myself even more.
most importantly, to be happy!

i guess everyone should think this way.

nights.

HAPPY 4TH MONTH!

2009-11-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO.
happy 4th month working at Acerinox!
and it means that probation is officially over!
now lets hope that increment will be big.

its time to slim down a little,
like what my colleague Fion says,
chinese new year is coming!
thou its like another 3 months.
but hey i could use this 3 months to slim down,
so i could eat more during chinese new year?
and i dont knw why my twins twins colleague like to make fun of me being fat.
rahhh!

i ate super alot on sun man!
in just 1 hr,
we ate turtle soup with rice, shark meat, mango and longan, ice cream and then laksa!
so much for saying that i want to slim down.
but then who can resist good food right!
and somemore its all high in collagen!

work is getting a little dull
and lesser OTs!
i like like!
and i wanna have fun fun fun!
pretty pretty leeyun, xiaohui and huini, bring me to genting ok!
hoho.

i should feel happier every morning!
nights!

HEART WRENCHING

2009-11-02T21:36:00.003+08:00

i have a weird feeling just now.
i dont know why my heart aches to see that uncle standing there selling tissue.
cant imagine if grandma and grandpa is thr instead.

maybe d was right.
how long and how much can i help?

rahhhhhhhhhhhh!
and im like working long long hours last fri!
its like 2 days working hours in just one day!
im like a zombie in e office.
worst thing is i did alot of mistake.
like 越帮越忙。
soso sorry!

i miss my girls so much.
have not been hanging out with them recently.
meet up soon! <3

DEAR DIARY...

2009-10-30T22:39:00.004+08:00

30 OCT 09 RAINY

dear diary,

now is already 1030pm and im still at work,
struggling to hit target that boss set for us.
im so tired tired and tired.
but today is friday!
am supposed to be out shopping or k-singing with peeps.
am so sad sad and sad!

i need some shopping to destress!!!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

today is a black black friday.
):

life's up and down

2009-10-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

experiencing the up and down of life.
may it turn out well!

bdae partaye,
prawning,
shopping,
working!

last week was a super short week for me,
with wonderful food at the line.
am craving for good food this few days.
no wonder i put on so much weight.
kinda sad to hear ppl say tt im getting fatter.

am going bkk with xh and winnie next yr!
hopefully ly can join us!
just cant wait!
need a break!

pay is here and then its gone!
whyahwhy!

monday blues,
tuesday green green.
dread of going work.

nights.

D R E A D

2009-10-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

life is so not right this week.
i feel even more tired as the week past.

on a side note,
i was a teeny winny happy tt day.
and crapping with colleagus during work simply makes me feel more energetic.

but oh no,
i dread work.
phobia? or do i feel disgusted?

past is alr e past,
isnt it?
look forward jocelyn.

time flies~!

2009-10-06T23:01:00.003+08:00

time fly so fast man!!
my 2 days leave is over.

this year birthday is so so happy and surprising!
love love my girls, colleagues, family and bebe! <3

first surprise with xh, eunice and sweets in my room with a cake,
then colleagues celebrating advance birthday with mooncake and end up with a real cake.
my girls with a cake at thai restaurant,
dad waiting for me to get back home just to give me angbao,
and lastly bebe surprising me with a cake at 12!
i love them loads!

outing with eunice and sweetie was a blast!
spent super loads and e back seat of my car was full of shopping bags.
thanks my girls!

and then i went on a 3 days genting trip with xh and co.
was so so so much fun with them!
i wanna stay there so much man.
more to come ok!

back to sg,
back to reality.
stress stress and stress!!

rahhhhh!

am always tired!

2009-09-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

e more i work e more tired i get.
e more tired i get, e more cui i get.
e more cui i get, e older i become!
random.

idontfeellikecelebratingatall. ):
ihavenoideawhrtogowhattodo. ):

on a side note,
sweets will be back tonight!
just cant wait!

and then gentibg trip with lovely xh sweets and co. next week.
i just cant wait to escape from e office full of workload!

ciaos!

<3

2009-09-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM XIAO HUI!!

LOVES LOVES HUGS HUGS <3 <3 !!

M-I-S-S-E-S ~

2009-09-16T00:46:00.002+08:00

im so gonna miss sweets so much man.
nobody acc me go work in e morning!
will feel so empty w/o her.
come back soon!
take care and have a safe trip alright!
see you next week love!
<3

i have so many overdue pics to post.
girls outing, bestie outing, clubbing and boyboy's vid.
im sucha lazy bum!!

nights world!

失望

2009-09-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

we were once so good,
but now,
im so disappointed in you.

hard to trust you,
hard to face you.

~~it actually hurts a little to know e truth.~~

You were my friend and I had e best
times of my life with you.
But these days, all this, all e stars you reached for, all the
things you ached for, you've got them and you don't even know it.
And all your fulfilled dreams have made you do, is try and rip
each other to pieces.
Your hopes dipped in bitterness.
That's why I hate it.
- pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

11-09-09 !

2009-09-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

today is 11-09-09,
and e moment i woke up,
this song came to my mind!

"somebody call 911,
shawty fire burning on the dance floor
whoa~ "

and i miss clubbing all of a sudden.
oops.

im dead beat dead beat dead beat!
have been ot-ing for since last week!
cab fare claim so much i also ps.
i wanna go back early!
hopefully next week not much things to do.
sigh.

i wanna rest alr!
blog again when im not tired!
(:

P-A-R-T-A-Y-E !

2009-09-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

ytd is 09-09-09.
its sucha nice day,
you know why,
its ladies / clubbing night at GU YOU LONG (butter fac) !
its fun its nice because of the ppl you are with!
shake shake shake shake shake!

but i was dead beat today because i only managed to sleep 3 hrs before going to work.
walking zombie!

hohoho.
update again with pics!
pics already uploaded in fb!

and outing with my lovely gf tt day was great.
meet up soon again!
<3

I WISH.

2009-09-06T22:55:00.001+08:00

i wish means : wouldnt it be nice if ......

if you always make e right decision,
e safe decision,
e one most ppl make,
you will be e same as everyone else.

so, always wish tt life was different.

SPELL G-R-U-E-S-O-M-E!

2009-09-06T02:32:00.002+08:00

you know,
i went to watch final destination with sweets and sw just now.
omgosh, its damn damn gruesome ok.
felt like vomitting and so so wanted to walk out of the theatre.

but here i have another video i promised to post.
to me its not gruesome lah, but i felt so heart wrenching looking at it.
but d says im sick (变态） because i dont find it gruesome watching all this.
no im not! because i felt so gruesome watching final destination!
tts e point of this post.

watch it at your own risk.
if you are scared of blood,
better dont watch.

TP cut into half after accident:
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=832_1250780068

and this is e article after e accident :
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=f5f_1187419884

now i so so fear of losing my live.

more vid to come!
nights!
beauty sleep and meeting eunice tmr!
(:

SPELL L-A-Z-Y !

2009-09-03T22:05:00.003+08:00

lazy is getting all over me.
whenever i feel like blogging,
i became so lazy i close e window.

i wanna go on a getaway!
pretty pretty hope tt my leave will be approved.
and now im spending money like nobody business.
sometimes i think that i very orbi quack.
spend so much to relieve stress,
den at mth end became financially stress.
so dumb right!
and im spending more than what i earn.
ppl work so that their savings can increase,
but i got no idea why my savings is decreasing.
wtf.
lidat i will nvr be able to save up for bkk trip.
and ibanking and blogshop is e worst creation of all!

and then,
tt day i dont knw why i felt lonely and left out,
but when i went bloghopping at my gf's blog,
i saw my name on their post,
and i was so damn touched.
i missed them so much tt i couldnt slp.
isit me tt is not making an effort to spend more time with them?
]:

and now im so so touched tt xh and co. waited for me to apply leave for genting trip!
<3
2 days pay will be gone but nth is more impt than spending time with them!
money can always earn back right?

attended adam khoo's seminar and it set me thinking, real hard.
i really dont knw what i wanted 10 yrs down e road.
any suggestion or advice for me?

and my day is so wonderful with sweet little notes!

and nw i love to tell ppl news i read and heard!
poor sweets have to listen to all these everyday when going to work with me!
>.<
most of them gruesome news.

ok i want to post e gruesome accident i saw on forum tt day.
but i cant find e link!
will post another day when i found it den.
hoho nights!

no money no time.

2009-08-29T01:21:00.002+08:00

i so wanna blog but i got no time.
24 hrs a day is not enough for me!
and e fact tt it is now 1am and i just got home from work makes me feel like sleeping now.
i got not enough time!

and then i just got my pay and now i got no money!
curse tt phone stealer,
rahhhhhhhh!
but i should learn to love my new phone more so tt it will be easier to use.

i wanna go shopping!
but no shopping for me this mth!
):

i wanna slp,
blog next time with interesting things tt i wanted to post long ago.
promise.

sway day!

2009-08-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

this post is supposedly to be a happy one,
but now its not.

I LOST MY PHONE!!
RAHHHH.
kena pick pocket at bugis when shopping with sweets.
not my fault lo.
i got no idea how e person steal.
and, thru this i met 2 new friends whose phone also got stolen by e same person.
thanks sweets so much for helping me and acc me throughout!
LOVES!

sway day!
morning 眼皮跳,
lunch time discuss with colleague bout being rob,
noon discuss with sweets bout changing phone,
and now, i really need to change one.

now im not sad over my phone alr.
but over you.
im so sad, angry and disappointed in you.
e way you talk to me, hang up e phone.
wtf, dont be sucha bias!
you make me feel so unwanted,
like im nothing to you!
my heart ache so much.
)):

and im so gonna be so free like e past few days in work till 26th.
nth to do man.
i walk ard e office aimlessly,
surf a little website and online shopping.
went storeroom to look at e view,
and its awesome man.
now den i know my office can see e fireworks.
i feel tt its sucha waste of time when there's nth to do.

i need a phone badly now,
any idea which phone to buy?
byebye $ again.

and ppl,
give me your number ok.
probably after mon?
or thru msn so i can note down.
not sure when will go collect sim card.
tyvm!

hola

2009-08-06T12:51:00.003+08:00

e feeling of falling sick is so so terrible.
mc for 4 days,
and i still went back to work,
making it even worse.
now i have to stay at home and cant go anywhere.
hope i can recover soon.

i've so so overspent for this mth.
now i hope e next pay will come soon.

headache headache,
im going to slp alr,
despite just waking up from a 17hrs of slp.
bye!

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有三只熊, 住在屋里.
熊爸爸, 熊妈妈, 熊宝宝.
熊爸爸胖胖的.
熊妈妈很苗条.
熊宝宝非常可爱的.

2009-07-29T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hey all!
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Well, here's your chance!

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which is now by the way.
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Registration ends on Wednesday, 5th August 2009.

Do support!
and im not skinny. haha.

29 July.

2009-07-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

happy 2nd! (:

p/s boss's son is damn cute!

terrible week

2009-07-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

this week is such a terrible week for me.
Have been sick for one week.
Cough and flu symptoms is making me so worried.
Im so gonna cough out my lungs.
Colleague says im gonna be a god soon.

Work is hectic for the first few days and quite relax for the next.

my day is so so not good on tue.
Alot of work, mistakes and cab uncle bringing me one round to cte.
Met up with e girls for mic ai bdae celebration.
Had nice jap food and cake.
But veery sad cant eat muchh.
However i felt better after meeting with them.
Hope she enjoyed e dinner. (:

And im soso happy!
I finally found e heels tt i love.
E heart shape heels.
Have been looking into e shop whenever im walking to work and finally i saw it sitting in e shop waiting for me to get them.

im so tired.
Med is making me soso drowsy.

And pay day is here!
Lalala.

...

2009-07-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

a quick post b4 i slp.

life has been revolving ard work work and more work.
but thank god this few days not much OTs, if not im so gonna die.

flea market at marina barrage was alright but a little waste of time.
managed to sell some but end up i spend more than i earned.
well done man.

and ever since i started working,
im spending more and more!
just cant stand it sias.
nvr buy things hand like itchy.

and last weekend,
i so enjoyed myself so much.
daiso to buy some stuffs for my desk in office, astons and ice age.

office is uber cold today.
im not exeragerating, its really cold.
imagine how cold is it when i wore 2 cardigans,
and my hot tea can turn cold in just 5 mins.
company too much money and not environmental friendly at all.

i am so no life.
sigh.

...

2009-07-13T22:29:00.001+08:00

so busy, so tired.
24 hrs a day is so so not enough.
im so tired and tmr is so gonna be a long day at work.
big boss i so so sigh.

needa slp alr.
will post when im free.

and ice age is love! <3

exhausted

2009-07-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

im so lethargic tt i hope tmr is a no-work-day.
sigh.
i have been working OTs for 3 consecutive days.
and cab fare for 3 days is so so ex!
heng its company's money.
but im damn stupid today!
i forgotten to take receipt.
like wth sias!!!!!!!!!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

you are ; you are not

2009-07-06T23:42:00.004+08:00

are you one too?
prove me wrong.

struggling to stay awake and alive.

im fugly tired.
damn damn tired.
OTs and more OTs to come this week.
sigh.
too busy till i dont even have time to visit e toilet, have lunch & dinner nor twitter on my phone.
rahhhhhhhhh!
no OT pay, but free cab back!
i rather take a cab then mrt home after a long day.

gtg slp alr.
nights world.

xie xie ni for e subway!

p/s: humans are so scary.
so fake. like you. tsk tsk.

fear

2009-07-05T02:52:00.002+08:00

i have a sudden fear,
a fear tt no words can describe.

im tired.
remember to come down to marina barrage later on.
flea flea market.

new life

2009-07-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

today marks a new beginning of my new life,
a working life.
gosh,
i just cant believe im entering e society and adulthood.
e everyday 9 to 6 life.

anw,
today is my first day at work.
not bad thou im so tired when my boss was teaching me everything.
and i have very handsome spanish boss and colleagues!
>.<
fyi, its a spanish company therefore im interacting with spanish!
haha maybe i will be able to speak spanish after working thr.

but i just hate e morning train ride.
damn long and tiring to stand all e way.
after squeezing in train,
still have to queue and squeeze into e lift.
luckily i got very nice colleagues.
just hope tt i can do well during this probation period,
and then there's pay increment!!!
just cant wait.

and im so gonna enjoy my weekends.

GIRLS!
there's a fleamarket at marina barrage on sun from 11 to 7!
do come yea!
i have a stall there.
(:

thank you bb. xoxo

nervous

2009-07-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

tmr will be my first day of work.
wish me lucks man.
gosh.

to be or not to be.

2009-07-02T10:10:00.002+08:00

i just got myself a job,
with high pay and good environment,
but im happy not.

super duper ultra mixed feelings.

long long post!

2009-06-28T23:48:00.016+08:00

will compensate this post with what i have been doing this week!

Eunice's 20th partaye at St James Mono.

girlfriend's 20th bdae!
headed to st james mono w d.
thannks for driving me thr!
but some how we went alot of 冤枉路.
but nevertheless, i enjoyed tt night.
and hope my girl enjoy her day too!

my prettaye girlfriend, since pri sch. <3>

group photo of the night!

Kai Jie's 8th bdae celebration.

drove to bro's hse for KaiJie's bdae celebration.

i just love e little kids thr!

and gan ma told me another 2 are coming e way!

hoho.

vroom vroom!happy bdae kaijie! and he loves to 斗鸡眼.

happy family!

another 2 missing.

Interview + Outing with sweeties!

headed to interview at an agency with sweeties.

then we had ajisen for lunch!

yummy!

we started our shopping spree after tt.

haha.

yes, we cam-whored in e changing room.

i know it looks abit bimbo.

haha but nvm, i like!

headed to watch Ghost of Girlfriend's Past at cwp.

uber nice show! thumbs up!

my yummy crayfish ramen!

great day out!

Singapore Flyer with d.

was e last day of e student deal promo.

but heard tt it was extended?

haha.

anw, headed thr in e night after dinner.

im such a suagu sias.

first time on e flyer.

and e scenery was awesome and breathtaking!

love it so much!

thanks d! (:

headed to fetch sweeties at bedok and headed to 85 for supper.

i was so determined not to eat,

but end up i ate e most!

so so sinful.

sigh.

tt's me!

Outing with sweets

hmms we forgotten to take photos on tt day.
haha we went crazy shopping at town.
and damn, i overspent!
but i soso love my loots!
my lovely bag and d.i.y. crystals!

and then met up with her again ytd to chinatown after my work at d's sis's company.
headed to traceyeinny's sale and got myself 2 tops!
haha i sort of overspent also.
in sucha 没药救.
no job still keep going shopping.
but still i enjoyed both day out with her,
crapping and all!
meet up soon sweets!

and see how smooth my face is in e photos!
haha not photoshop one leh.
thanks to my ultra good camera mummy bought for us!
Cannon w make up mode.
my new love.

and i just bling-ed my phone, webcam and hp strap.
i so so love it!

update again soon!
(:

happy ; sad

2009-06-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

happy papa day!
love you my dearest dad!
<3

i spend my whole day smiling and playing ard happily,
but i end my day in tears.

life is soosoooo unpredictable.
even thou he is not related to me,
but it hurts me alot to hear e story.
i can uds how your parents are feeling now.
do rest in peace and look over your family members.

i fear,
i tear,
i treasure life.

...

2009-06-20T19:02:00.001+08:00

happy sweet 20th bdae to bestie eunice!
and also to my license. hohoho!
im a happy girl!

st james later on.
theme: dress w hair clips!
cant wait for my pretty's bdae partaye!
(:

update again.

fun!

2009-06-19T22:02:00.005+08:00

guess who!

^5!

zhen zi!

i didnt know my new desktop webcam is so so so cool!
pardon me for being such a noobie,
nvr come across this kind of cameras.
had so much fun playing and laughing with sis.
haha!

and sweeties came to help me do 3D manicure tt day!

nice nice nice, ultra nice!

thank you babe!

gossip, chat and help her to redo her blogskin.

at night drove to have kfc for dinner and home sweet home.

and this few nights im suffering from insomnia.

must be e jobs hunting thingy haunting me at night.

make me wake up in e middle of e night to apply for jobs. =.=
after sweets encouragement, i feel happier now.

thank you sweets!

jiayou for your work k!

meet up soon!!!

and tml is 20th!

firstly, is my bestie eunice's 20th birthday!!!!

secondly, bro's siloso hotbods final is tml and hope tt he wins!

and lastly, tml is my license 1st birthday!

chenpapa just couldnt wait for this day to take down e P plate.

haha~!

but e prob now is,

which one should i go?

to bestie's bdae celebration or sentosa to support bro?!?!?!

fan ahhhhhh!

and soon im gonna go out for spinning trip and supper treats with some of e guys!

im so gonna enjoy myself b4 i found a job!

and follow me on twitters!

hoho, hopes it doesnt cost me much.

me, myself, useless.

2009-06-18T17:21:00.002+08:00

i started to have the feeling of being so useless,
am i not hardworking enough,
or simply because im not up to e standard?

easier said than done,
really, no joke.

ANGRY!

2009-06-17T22:46:00.001+08:00

a bunch of useless ppl!!!!
disgrace to singapore!!!!!!!!!

Pissed!

2009-06-17T01:26:00.004+08:00

so so pissed!
i ruined my previous blogskin while trying to edit it,
therefore have to cre8 a new one.
but well, you can still read it at http://www.jocelynkare.blogspot.com/ if you want.
haha.
im quite satisfied with this new one,
thou its like e same as e previous one.
but can someone teach me how to put background in this new template pls!

and im so so damn tired!
its 1.30am now and i should be slping!

last fri gucci drove me sis and mummy to IT fair.
mummy was so so nice, she bought us a new desktop!
and e LCD screen is superb big!
new loves!
cost mummy sucha bomb when she cant pay using installments and have to pay all at one go.
but well, thank you mummy!
[well, not tt we wanna buy, just tt our desktop abandon us ): ]

anw mon's interview at ntuc was such a hais.
if i prepared enough, i might be able to ans their questions.
but well hope they will call me back bahs.
and thank you gucci for driving me back and forth!
appreciated!!!! (:

and today i woke up early to meet winnie for lunch.
ate, chat, gossip and cam-whoring!
haha i guess she fell in love with my cam cam.
nice right sweetie. lolol.
and she's coming my hse for manicure therapy in 8hrs time.
so, tadah!
i have to go slp alr.

nights ppl!

p.s. miss you sweets,
meet up soon!

p.s.s. bon voyage wq!
see you when you are back!

p.s.s.s and and sat is a ultra good good day!
(:

congrats!

2009-06-10T23:56:00.001+08:00

i detest ppl who are not filial.
how can they treat someone who brought them to this earth so badly?
dont you feel e heart ache when you do tt?
dont you know whats e importance of your close ones, especially your parents?
wtf, i hope one day you will suffer e same feeling as her.
it hurts me so much to see her this way.

母女/子没有各夜仇...
remember, what comes ard goes ard.
dont wait till e day you needed them by your side,
and they are not there.
regret? too late.
treasure.

没有父母是不爱自己的儿女,只有儿女选择抛开父母的爱.
think through.

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ah ma and jiangyue are here to stay.
chenpapa went to fetch her here.
it sometimes hurts me to see her sitting there staring into space,
washing clothes in the toilet when she cant even squat down,
worrying for them when i dont think they are even worrying bout her,
doing this and doing that for us.
i know it hurts her even more when they treated her tt way.
just hope e days she is here with us,
they will think through thoroughly.

long long time since i post.
and i have not got a job yet!
so bored sias.
have been sending job applications everyday,
and only a few called back!
and i rejected those.
cus e job i applied,
they offer me another one tt i dont want. ):

last sun work was so so tiring!
thou most of e time we were just sitting thr mending e booth.
however it was quite fun.
just tt my temper/attitude got a little carried away.
sorry 傻傻的imouto!
but mummy was very nice to cook dinner for us when she knew tt we haven had dinner.
thank you mummy!

nice group outing with peeps at astons last week.
was niceeee one.
and tml nelson and peeps gonna enlist le.
haha see you all soon, botak!

and congrats sy and d for passing TP!!
(: